Friday, September 28, 2007

Depressing Moment

Bosan2,help needed here!!!!!!!!
I cant study,was watching emil emilda but stopped halfway since no mood to watch it..Been blog-hopping, friendster-hopping and hopping setempat di bilik..Oh no,too bored to do anything and cant sleep!Im not myself tonight.Something is disturbing my mind.I cant think properly.HELP2!!

Met Amy,Hazrul(bf Deli=p) and nadia.Had berbuka together then me paan n reza send them off back to hostel.We r like super kind senior(kunun2=p).So on the way to their hostel,which was previously my hostel during 1st year,I had this disturbing,depressing feeling.What is it?I dont know myself.I just hate the atmosphere.I really hate my 1st year.Homesick, struggling for adaptation, personal love-life problem, and suiting in with new set of friends.

Yeah,that's it.Guess that's the reason.That place has brought the bitter sad memories i had during the 1st 3months surviving Russia.Fuh,feeling much more better!Now I noe the source of this problem.But as I recalled the next 3months here,life has become more easier fun n exciting each day.Looking back,I realize how strong I become since then.Maturity has nt yet been earned,but resistance-wise has increase vastly.Friendship has becoming more n more strong.There's a lot of thing changed.Im evolving,to someone better.I just cant express it.

Btw,there is a pic taken while we're at Simbad'sFrom left:nadia,pena,amy,reza n hazrul.Paan was the one who took this pic

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Joyous Evening

Wohoo, colloqs on microbe n pharmaco finally has ended!Nt really has ended coz there r still colloqs in few weeks later,so might called it an adjourn.Haha whatever.First thing that came across my mind the minute we passed up the paper is,sleep SLEEP n lots of sleep.But I couldnt.Im just too tired that I cant get a decent sleep.So I got up from bed n sat in front of my laptop.

So people,in case u were wondering,I slept late last night.Trying hard as much as possible stuffing input inside this little tiny brain that forgets easily.So I end up sleeping at 4am n woke up 4hours later for class.

Y studying at the very last minute?Not really last minute,supposedly according to my planning I would had finished revising on time but under some circumstances,schedules aren't followed.What r the circumstances?Well,this is the best part.We had guest yesterday n it is such a wonderful evening we spent.Dr Zul, the astronauts, the scientists and tv crew members r the guests.Guests of honour.

So basically yesterday,right after class we dedicated the time on tiding up the house n preparing the meal for berbuka.Im in charge of the cleaning since ehem2,nt really good at cooking=p.
What makes the evening so meaningful is they actually telling us their experiences and the profile of each and everyone of them are really amazing.We look up on them,they r really successful academicians.And it is very close to us,familiar to our environment since 1 of them is a doctor,a clinician with a PhD.He gave us few advises on our career.I was a bit touched actually,it's like I was very near to my parents.Since they r the ones whom I seek advises.Especially regarding medical profession.So actually when Prof.Rahman giving advises,he remind me of papa.

A joyous evening.We chatted,making jokes,having a good laugh and the best part was when we get to be interviewed by a journalist and his crew member.Eventhough Nizal said it'll be aired in radio,doesnt matter.Still thrilled!
Yestersday night might be the last visit for Sheikh n Faiz to our hostel.I dont think they have any reason to still be in Moscow after their mission to ISS.Time flies so fast.I could still remember meeting them when I was still in my 1st year.Now,Im in my 3rd year already.Gonna miss them.I am not certain on whether can still meet them after this,coz they'll be having their own agenda n we have our own.There is no more factor or reason that will drawn us into bumping each other again.But who noes,we might just still keep in touch.
So here is some of the pictures taken yesterday~

p/s: tonight gonna meet amy.Amy Fareena.Haha,funny.Felt like writting my own name.
Futhermore my roomate's name is Emy n I am Fareena.The person Im gonna meet tonite
is Amy Fareena=p

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Weekly Update

Owh well,next week I have 2colloquiums in 1day, pharmaco n microbe..Im working my ass off here..Real hard!(at least that is what i think=p).Bored actually reading all this material,so to stay away from this boredom, i take refuge to this blog.Entertain myself a little bit,cheering up and muster all energy to continue later.

What actually happen today?
Well, papa told me k.raha is flying off to egypt today.So I managed to give her a call n wish her.Then call home,talk to mama.Asking a bit what's happening there,then she told me that all Malaysian are currently feeling sorrow,for what had happened to adik Nurin.All cant wait for justice to be prevail n prosecution to be conduct.Even the Malaysians here are feeling it.

Then after having few chats about the matter,I asked mama how's Farra coping with puasa?As I suspected,she can only fast half-day..Haha,kelakar lak dgr.Owh well,she still a kid.At least she has the willing to wake up during sahur n actually has intention to fast.That's fair enough .But I can still remember,I did managed to fast for 15days or so when I was at her age.Haih,ank bongsu manje!=p.
For whatever she did,she will always be regard as the youngest one,the one whom can never be blame n win all the time!She will always be my little sister who know my soft point,snuck in n melt me.N get everything done her way.Nevermind,this is her charm that makes her so adorable!

Pena in her missing family mode~

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Stuff bout me=p

I've been tag by Odd..At first I wish to just ignore it but since put dat sad emoticon at my chatbox,i didnt hv the heart to do so..8 things bout me??Haiya,hv this funny feeling writing bout myself..Well nway,here it goes..for u Odd~ =D

1.I'll be singing by myself while studying,bathing n cooking..Any critics delivered cynically or mocking will not be entertained..Singing showbiz will still be continued.
2.Love to steal the limelight but will never admit it.
3.Highly equip with self-defense mechanism.
4.Easily fall for tricks.Easily deceive.
5.Whenever tried telling jokes,it will abruptly end since cant stop laughing about it.Thus,the funny part of the story wont be delivered.
6.Like to tease people especially those who r shorter than,emy n ks.
7.Eating is my pleasure
8.Like to borrow homeworks from my roomies.Unchangeable habits back in ssp=p

Friday, September 7, 2007


New semester, I wish to have a fresh start
Get up on my both 2feet n start rocking d world again
Though I noe, some ppl would have a different thought bout me
A different perception, a different interpretation
That eventually tarnishing my image
Do I care?
I'll be bluffing if I say I dont
Cause the fact is I do care
Explaining was never my expertise
So I decided to let them judge me
Judge me!And u'll never find out who i really am
See through my eyes
See through my soul
See through my heart
U'll see a watery eyes
U'll see a pure soul and a broken heart

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Home again-Moscow

Back to classes again!It's gonna be fun,Im very sure of that, but right now im still in my homesick mood.And megafon bengong lak.I cant send msges to celcom users.So I had a hard time msging papa n mama.I tried to restrain myself from calling ma n pa too frequent.Cause then,they'll be asking 'is everything fine?I hope ure okay there dear'.Yeah, im fine.Just missing them a lot.Not wanting to admit that,I told them I called cause I overheard Emy talking wif her parents on the phone.They just laugh.

First week here in moscow.Nothing much we've learn in classes.I hvnt paid my hostel fees,renewed visa.But will be doin that soon.Been sleeping early every nite, jetlag still.All of my rummate actually.By 11pm,all will be seen tucking themselves in bed.I already have my own stethoscope.Yay,1 step closer on becoming a doc!Just excited coz finally medic was nt all about books.Finally I own my special tool.

As others had warned, 3rd year will be the most challenging time ever.Right now,frankly speaking I didnt feel any momentum or any force that pushing me towards studying.Holiday mood still.Anyway,wishing all of u a very splendid year of education this year 07/08.