TALE OF D DAY

Silence

2010-01-04T12:06:00.000+03:00

I wish to post something on new year, or my birthday. Just that when I forgotten to write it by the end of the day, I won't write it.

I was testing thumblr yesterday. And within 24h, so much posts already! Let me know bout urs if u have an account there ;)

Foot note : I slept at 5am yesterday, and I still wake up early. Probably cos roomies making noises in the morning. Wanie off to Eurotrip, for 2weeks. Italy, Paris etc. I'll miss her, surely.

Holiday

2009-12-29T11:02:00.000+03:00

Today is the start of HOLIDAY!!!!! ( Yeah, read it with excitement ) Cos I don't know how much longer will it last. A month not doing anything, 2weeks later, it might sounded like '.....it's holiday....still......' Haha! I'm going to have fun, for now that I still have my room mates with me. Im going to try that skiing I've been longing for ( although ophthal teacher already warned us not to, cos might end up with eye trauma ), celebrate new year in very cold minus temperature ( I've been this lazy ass for the past years ) and pure fun of gossiping all night and sleep all day ( mind u, day start at 8am & ended at 4pm ) Yerp, subuh start at 7.50am, mahgrib at 4.10pm. Even so, I still have 1day left to puasa ganti ( When will I ever ganti the last one ni :P )

Those in holiday mood, happy holiday! Those who still have exam tomorrow or in January, happy studying. God, I'm glad I'm not in that position :P

Quote

2009-12-26T00:44:00.002+03:00

You gotta love this.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget the ones that don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." - Anonymous

My cousin always posting up quotes that is so true and just.....AWESOME!
To whom it may concern,
Thank you for loving me and taking good care of me. I've been happy, u made me happy. <3

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T22:31:00.002+03:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Merry Christmas to Shaun, my fellow groupmate. Gotta be hard on him, on Christmas day, waking up early to school, and have to study for the weekend for final on Monday & Tuesday. But, I guessed after 5years, that is not a big deal to him any more :P. On a brighter note, he get to feel Christmas like what he always sees in TV! SNOW! So today we celebrated at TGIF after class. Dr F & I even bought champagne for him the night before. But he didnt have a drink yet, cos he said it's 'Lagho' (lalai in arabic). Seriously, I was quite surprised on how he learned that word. Lol. Living with Malays for years, I shouldn't be that surprised :P

Dr F & I bought tickets to see Beauty & the Beast on ice! Yeay! That is like one of the my top ranking all-time Disney favourite, after Lion King. After we bought that ticket, we were happily singing Disney movie songs. LOL.

I should get back to studying. Ophthal paper probably gonna be hard, I think. And yet, I still love wasting time doing other things. Okay people, bye! Next update gonna be when the holiday has started. Can't wait!

I watched 'Law Abiding Citizen' today. Totally awesome. Must watch! Gerard Butler & Jamie Fox

Photos

2009-12-19T17:00:00.005+03:00

Trouble picking up which photo I like better, this one or that one? Hurm.... Haha, gediks! This is my blog, I'm allowed to be gedik, right? :P

On the other note, yesterday we had Sushi night & later, Ladies night!!! Well, we made sushi cos they said cannot eat sushi here, bcos of alcohol added in it. It's either Rimin or Sake, I don't really know much bout them. Just that, Sake is equivalent of Vodka in Russia. Something like that I guess, haha.

I got a hair do last night. Credits to Wanie! XD. I feel like Miss Cool Nigga yesterday. Baha!

Let me introduce the Girls in my group. There's B,C,D. OMG, why is it in alphabetical order? If my initial is E, it could be BCDE, but it just BCDF. Lol.

Lastly, me & my funny headgear. But really warm okaay! Protecting my ears from the evil cold weather, pampering them with warmness! XD

Funny PSM story

2009-12-17T21:53:00.000+03:00

I've forgotten what PSM meant, but in Malaysia, this cycle is well known as Public Health. I don't like the subject when it comes to coursework. Okay, this is a bit wrong when we took the task for granted, by using seniors' one as 'guidelines' but, the subject doesn't make sense sometime, doing statistic & reasearch. ( God, mommy took her specialization in this subject, I shouldn't have trash the subject like that. Lol )

But anyway, funny story is, a friend posted up a note in FB, stating who's taking who's (as in who's taking what topic), so we wouldn't have clashed topics. We leave comments there with broken Malay, all (of different races : indian, malay, bumiputra) understood it very well. Except one, my darling dear Chinese fellow. Haha, she understand eventually, but have to read it out loud to actually get the meaning. And those short forms, I'm sure those gave her headache :P

New Favorite?

2009-12-16T22:36:00.000+03:00

I love this song the minute I heard on GG. So I did a bit of searching on this singer. And guess what, I love both of his single! Jason Derulo. If he keeps this up, I might put him on favorite along side Usher, Ne-Yo, Craig David.

Watcha Say

In My Head

Coldness

2009-12-16T21:09:00.001+03:00

The weather has been very cold lately. The coldest reached for now probably -27 C. We're expecting a warmer weather next week (by that i mean, around -10).

I wish I could just get rid of the coldness by just shouting 'SHOOOOO!' at it. Not that I have grudges towards cold, just that, my face looks like a clown with redness in the region of nose and cheeks! And it's painful too. Hence, everyone is now looking like a terrorist covering everything except the eyes. Haha.

On the other note, it's already mid December! So fast, don't u think? Having final at the end of the month, and then Holiday! Well, nothing much to expect on holiday. No trips to anywhere. But not to worry, I'm sure it still gonna be awesome, I have Dr F around. We can watch Swan Lake or Beauty & the Beast on ice. Cos I remember my 1st time to Warner Bros on ice, I was pretty much amazed with the moves. And there's also skiing & snowboarding. Shopping malls & its' sales to visit. Time to try on new recipes (kot! :P). Hahaha, I'm gonna make Moscow as a wonderful place to stay during winter holidays. Lol. Last2 kerja dok hibernate & jadi stoned :P

Lyrics of the day goes to *drum rolls* Justin Bieber Favourite Girl

I always knew you were the best |The coolest girl I know|So prettier than all the rest |The star of my show |So many times I wished you'd be the one for me |I never knew It'd get like this, girl, |What did ya do to me

You're who I'm thinking of |Girl, But girl you ain't my runner up |And no matter what you're always number one|My prized possession, one and only |Adore ya, girl I want ya |The one I can't live without |That's you, that's you |You're my special little lady |The one that makes me crazy |Of all the girls I've ever known |It's you, it's you |My favorite, my favorite, my favorite |My favorite girl. my favorite girl

You're used to going out your way |To impress these Mr. Wrongs |But you can be yourself with me,|I'll take you as you are |I know they said believe in love,|Is a dream that can't be real |So girl let's write a fairy tale, |And show 'em how it feels

You take my breath away |With everything you say |I just wanna be with you, |My baby, my baby, ohhhh |Promise to play no games, |Treat you no other way, |Than you deserve |'Cause you're the girl of my dreams

Very Educational Gynaecological Class

2009-12-10T19:19:00.001+03:00

Finally, I bought filter for my 50mm lens. Yeay! Was following D to camera shop, cos she bought nikon 3000D (i think). As I've been exposing the 50mm lens without protection for a year now, finally I decided to give it some kind of protection! Tara! ~

HOYA made in Japan.

Today in class, we get to see few interesting procedures. All related to the topic we had today, abnormal uterine bleeding. It was like really busy there. Patient come in, ready with the lithotomy position, patient gets intravenous anaesthesia and the procedure begins! (I wouldn't describe the procedure here, as I think, many would find it disturbing.Haha). Procedure done, move patient to stretcher, get her out of procedure room, nurse take new sterile set of instruments, then new vagina comes in (next patient). It was like a never ending process. Lol. Nevertheless, very educational today.

Lithotomy position.

Feel like uploading pictures today. Dr F & I :)

I lost hope in humanity

2009-12-08T18:23:00.000+03:00

This is taken from newspaper cutting.

Kittens abused/mutilated to death, bodies laid before the mother

On the 11th within a Kunming Panlong District neighborhood, the four kittens of an adopted stray cat were abused to death. According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on. According to this journalist’s observation, the bullet holes on the kitten’s bodies were caused by a metal toy gun. It is reckoned that during the night of the 10th, someone used a toy gun to beat the kitten black and blue, so that it was unable to escape, before continuing to abuse/mutilate it to death, and intentionally put them beside the mother cat.

The poor mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive the kittens. Crying, the women who adopted the cat were unable to speak, hoping that the cat abuser can be found.

I love cats & kittens, so my 1st impression when reading this is, 'BABI! SAPE YG KURANG ASAM SGT NI!!'

It's official. I lost hope in humanity

Dysmenorrhea

2009-12-08T11:14:00.000+03:00

I have nothing much to do today, so I decided to have a peek on Gynaecology textbook. Topic - Dysmenorrhea (painful menstruation). I don't have one, never ever have one. My cousin has it, and I think lots of other women have it. I was wondering, why it happens and how to treat it?

There's two classification, primary & secondary dysmenorrhea. Primary is when u can't determine any pathology of the pelvic. As for secondary, the pain is the result of diseases of pelvic. I don't think cousin suffer from secondary dysmenorrhea, let's go to the details of primary.

There are few causes of pain, one of it is, stenosis of internal os or narrowing of cervical canal. This result in difficulty of menstrual blood to escape, hence strong uterine contraction to force the blood out, and pain develops.
This pain will keep on happening every cycle until finally when she had childbirth, the cervix will dilate (cos baby came out from there), the pain is relief. Gosh, that's a lot of menstrual cycle a girl has to wait! A lot of pain to endure for every cycle.

As for treatment, of course there is analgelsic or oral contraception (for drugs). There's surgery option too. Dilation of the cervix. Who wants to undergo that? Beranak sudah, HAHAHA (I make no sense in that statement :P )

Just a thought

2009-12-06T10:55:00.000+03:00

A friend's parent passed away yesterday. Al-fatihah. When things like this happened, u started to think, how do u react when it happens to u, thousands & thousands kilometres away from home.

This when all the talks about further studies abroad or working abroad in the future (which I always got excited about), just vanished. Parents aren't getting younger, I want to be in Malaysia, where I can go check on them always.

Netball

2009-12-01T16:45:00.000+03:00

It's December!!! Weee!! So today I made a statement in class, 'Yeay, it's December!!!!' The other members in my group went, 'What's on December? Christmas? Yeay, Christmas!!!' Haha, they want to pretend like there's no special date on December, but all their smirking and awfully fake forgetfulness were detected. Again, Yeay, it's December!!! :P

I sprained my ankle the other day, while playing netball. Back in high school, I would never play netball, cos I'm so cool at basketball. Baha! Well, no. I find it hard to play netball, all those not moving ur feet rules, and the goal without board to shoot at. But this netball I played, was different. Playing netball in BB court, using netball's ball but with a BB goal. God that is pretty easy! BB goal is bigger(compared to netball's), and netball's ball is smaller(compared to BB's ball), the probability getting the ball in? Is HIGHER!!! But there's lot of other good teams, we still end up being 4th out of 6. Ok la tu :D

Love this pic, now I feel tall. Hehe :P

Yeah!!! Sungguh cantik balingan itu :D

The swollen ankle & ice. It's the same sprained ankle in April '09

Rugby - girls' style. I got slammed front & back.

Done with surgery & medicine test. Tomorrow is the start of a new cycle. Public Health, Epidemiology, Gynaecology & Ophthalmology. Today is a bit chill. Going to be colder & colder this month. Early greetings to Winter!

Gahh, I can't go to swim tomorrow. Gotta let the leg has enough rest. Though I end up getting sprained ankle and body ache from the game, I HAD SO MUCH FUN THAT DAY! Thank you my team-mates :)

Tests

2009-11-26T15:23:00.001+03:00

Noooooo!!! Please teacher, don't give tests for surgery and medicine next week!! I'm gonna be busy for the whole weekend. Meeting on Friday night, cooking on Saturday (jualan ns lemak.haha), and sports for the whole Sunday. Netball & Futsal? I'm not good at both, I hope I don't injure myself like last year. Bahaha.

Back to the test. How am I going to study?? Die -_-

Bsb

2009-11-24T01:28:00.000+03:00

Although BSB concert still far from now, I can already feel the heat! Haha. So here are the song I don't think many has heard before (except those who bought their album), I just love the lyrics. They're AWESOME! (nsync awesome too :D)

A bit sad but still sweet "Don't want to loose u now"

Sweet lyrics "No one else comes close"

Movies

2009-11-22T11:34:00.002+03:00

Last night, we wanted to have a movie session among the girls. Somebody suggested Papadom, cause the movie won many awards and also get great reviews. As usual, I'm not that thrilled (I hate that). Whenever it comes to Malay, Korean, Japanese movies/series, my response would be 'Ohhh'. But then, once in a blue moon, these movie can really be exciting, and I would go spread the words around promoting it for a week! Baha. Other than English movie, people find it surprisingly odd that I love Bollywood movie! Haha, yes people, I love watching Hisdustan movie, just that these days it's not that easy to get Bollywood movie supply :P.

Papadom. I like the storyline. It's a good movie as compared to other typical malay movie which I can't even bear to finish it. Although I said it's a good movie, at the end of the movie, it doesn't excite me much. I don't know why, it just doesn't.

On the other note, I can't wait to watch All About Steve. Cause it featuring Sandra Bullock!!!!! Yeay!! She is like one of my favourite actress. All the movies featuring her, never fails to excite me. That is the kind of excitement I'm looking for after watching a movie. Please download it for me, anyone? Hehe

Then, there is this documentary called The Arrivals caught my attention. I have the videos with me (total of 4GB, whoa!). 50 series if I'm not mistaken. This is what they're claiming on the documentary.

"This Series Explores the Revelations in World Religions Regarding the Arrivals of the Antichrist Dajjal, Imam Al-Mahdi, and The Second Coming of The Christ.

A Work Inspired by Hashemsfilms and of Course the Words of the Noble Qoran, The Holy Bible, and The Torah, The Arrivals is a Joint Production by truthseekers Noreagaaa and Achernahr."

I'm going to watch it, since you know, Grey's Anatomy next episode will be after new year. Then, dollhouse also not going to be produce until 'I don't know when'. Plenty of time to be filled with fulfilling documentary like this. U better be worth watching, Mr. Documentary!

Determination

2009-11-18T17:04:00.001+03:00

I went to swim today. As I was on my way to the shower room, through the tunnel connecting the swimming pool and the shower room, there's this 1 old lady in front of me. As we walked up on the stairs, she was reaching out for her cane that she left leaning on the wall earlier. Whoa! That is 1 very determine woman. I would never seen that scene in Malaysia. Oh well, I don't even seen my mom in swimming pool anymore! Haha.

Today was very foggy at the pool. What do you expect, 0 degrees, of course it's gonna be foggy! Remind me of the scene in TV where you swim at the swamp late at night, in a very eerie environment, very foggy that you can't have clear view of anything beyond 7feet. Hurm, I wonder what it feels like swimming in December, where snow falls and temperature is minus 11 for example :D

I have an account in wordpress. Don't know if I should change my URL or not.Hurm..

Pressie

2009-11-15T18:22:00.000+03:00

Just bought his present today. I don't know what to give, so I let him decide what he wants & he got himself a .... I don't know what they call it. Haha. But it is a camera's accessories. As for me, I've gotten myself a speed light & a new camera bag! Weeee!! XD. Dr F bought the bag for me, extra Weeeee!!!

With speed light, I feel my pics are getting more sharper & clearer! Haha, poyos :P

Birthdays

2009-11-14T21:07:00.002+03:00

12 Nov, Dr F Birthday & on 13 Nov, Asyiq's. Let me just let vid & pics do the story telling ;)

Dr F :

Asyiq :

Harap maklum, gambar ini hanyalah sekadar bersuka ria pada hari itu

Lastly, happy birthday boys! May ur wishes be granted this year :)

Twitter

2009-11-07T14:47:00.000+03:00

Urghh..Nowadays It's so hard for me to start writing. I blame it on twitter! Cos whenever I experience something, I post it up on twitter. Then, I have no idea what to write here. Twitter is so easy & much simpler. No need to worry on constructing a long essay, just write ur mind in short sentences! Ooops, if u really not good in telling stories with few words, twitter is not a suitable platform for u to express urself :P. I'm a person of a few words, I'm okay with twitter. Gotta to admit, it's kind of irritating when u don't get to send out ur meaning when twitter already reach it's word limit. Cant they just extend the limit, for a little bit?

For the time being, I'm getting myself all prepared for Psychiatry Finals on Monday. So concentration is much much needed right now. But as usual, when u need to be very intensive bout studying, other needs arise out of nowhere and have to be fulfilled STAT! Eg : Last night I have a crave for BSB. So I watched their Inconsolable concert tour. When it ended, I crave for NSYNC 'No String Attached' tour, then 'Popodessey' tour. And as for today, Britney Spears concert. It doesn't stop there. Go on watching Grey's Anatomy, then went on searching for 'Dollhouse' but disappointed. No dollhouse this week.

I gotta stop there. Better start reading, or I'll regret it later.

Foot Note:
1. I'm going to BSB concert in December! Weeee!!
2. It was snowing heavily last night. Roads r covered in snow, n now they're melting. It's a start of dirty shoes era. Blurghhh, don't like it. Leaving stains on the floor, in the bus, EVERYWHERE! It's like walking on muddy places.
3. Body of Lies is awesome! People, please watch. Paranormal Activity is cool too ;)
4. Arizona & Torres r great together. (Grey's Anat)
5. Friends who haven't add me on twitter, please add me n I would love to add u. Username : FareenaZ

Making Twister

2009-10-31T22:40:00.010+03:00

It's weekend!! N as usual, movie night! As for dinner, we had a self-made twister! Nyum2.

Watched a Korean movie called 'My Girlfriend is An Agent'. I'm not a K-Movie lover, but I gotta tell u, this a funny, good stuff! Go watch it! ;)

It's the starting of a new month. November. New cycle, a relaxing one. Yippie!! It's getting cold outside.Hate winter, made me feel all gloomy and depressed. Hibernating time. U'll be surprise on how passive I am when winter's approaching. I love my bed & blanket triple times more than ever!

I'll have psychiatric finals on 9th November. That is next Monday. Hurm, gotta read all about psychiatry soon. But, definitely not today or tomorrow. It's me time! :D

No plans for winter. Going back to Msia? I dunno, sounds like a loser. But staying here for a month when roomies all going somewhere? Not that I dont want to join other's travelling, but i've been there. Gahhh, Uni have been a real bitch. Not letting us getting the letter that verifying us as a student of the uni. Why? Because, we haven't pass up translation of our passport,SPM & INTEC certificate. We did it earlier, then they said it is wrong & have to redo. All of the student have to redo! It takes time and a lot of money doing it. The 1st time translate, rm2k and as for 2nd time, rm1k.

They still haven't giving out our passports. How are we going to do the translation then??!! It's already November, with no passport, definitely not doing the translation still, will I ever get the letter to do visa in time for winter hols? Obviously no. Sigh....

Stay in Moscow during winter.Hurm, what does it feels like.... What can I do here, snowboarding? For a month? I'll go pro then. Baha! :P

Time out

2009-10-29T21:16:00.004+03:00

I supposed to be studying right now. Disease of diffuse connective tissue. What's in it? Systemic Lupus Erythematosus, Juvenile dermatomyositis, Reynaud's Syndrome, Systemic scleroderma and bla bla bla. So much of them to read, n I lost interest!

Hey, I've downloaded Theme Hospital! Woohooo! Childhood gaming experience. Love the game. Played it on PS those days.

A BSB song - Yes I Will just came cross my itunes. And, Dr F, PLEASE READ THE LYRICS. An old song. Black & Blue album. Gosh, it bring out lots of high school memories. Some songs can just take me back to some certain timeline. Pooff! That easy.

Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, so these three words I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, baby I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you

Let me elaborate a bit on 'give everything u need'. It can be a BMW perhaps? :P (mesti die dh rs nak pengsan ni! Usual Dr F reaction. Baha! :P )

So ok missy, go read!

Addictive Song

2009-10-28T21:00:00.005+03:00

Jessie 'Hottie' McCartney! Love the song. It's just so addictive! Gosh, I need to start studying!!! Why am I so distracted today?! Prolly ending of the cycle. All energy drained out already. This thing that I have for Jesse is like the thing that I had for JT back in high school. LOL

Can we not fight no more
I dont wanna feel the pain we've caused
Lets call a truce tonight 'cause my cards are down
Feeling like the only one
Know you're here but I still feel alone
Too much too fast my love
Were lookin at the door

Weve been moving too fast
Baby, with nowhere to go
Every chance we have seems to go up in smoke
Send an SOS, yeah, 'cause we b'bout to choke
This flight could go down
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn

Pilot to copilot baby we burnin up
Adding fuel to the fire, were ruining our love
Memories of what you used to be keep haunting me
I cant let you go
Instinct says Im where I need to be
And I bet youre feeling the same way as me
Baby you can think of ways, I wanna make it right

Weve been moving too fast
Baby with nowhere to go
Every chance we have seems to go up in smoke
Send an SOS, yeah, 'cause we 'bout to choke
This flight could go down, (down, down, down)
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn

Look at how far we have come
We still can get it back, we still can get it back
The damage can all be undone
We'll just take baby steps, we'll just take baby steps

Weve been moving too fast
Baby with nowhere to go
Every chance we have seems to go up in smoke
Send an SOS, yeah, 'cause we 'bout to choke
This flight could go down
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn

SUCCESS!

2009-10-25T22:32:00.009+03:00

Wooohooooo!!!! Oh yeah baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Presenting, the new look of Pena's Lappy - Window 7 OS!

Im a new tech person. Call me if u need any reformatting. Baha! :P

Cant wait to tell lil bro, since he told me to stop dreaming of using window 7 in this AGED LAPPY.

The cacated screen & I

2009-10-25T10:37:00.003+03:00

The old age lappy can't seem to take up the challenge of window 7. It result in the formation of a stretch screen, which can be so unpleasant for your eyes. Plus, i think it runs slower than before. Stayed up til 4am last night installing this piece of crap! The lil bro said 'Jgn berangan la nak pakai W7' Lol. Imma change it back to XP. N prolly use Vista theme (menurut kate Dr F). Moral of the story - Ur lappy is already old (3y&4M), please dont try something advanced that beyond the capability of the lappy. Tak pasal2 nnt, arwah plak die :P (please2, don't give up on me just yet!)

Nothing box

2009-10-24T13:38:00.003+04:00

I woke up today exactly at 10am. That's 9h of uninterrupted sleep.
Sweet! Switch on my laptop, go brush teeth, then back in bed again, in front of laptop. Check skype, Dr F still not online. Sleeping still I guess, I told myself. So Pena, what do u wanna do today? Oh, Grey's Anat is out, go watch it!

Grey's anat done. Stomach growling. Had breakfast. Again in bed in front of lappy. I don't have much clue on what I did, but then, as I looked at the time, spent 1h 30min in front of it!

Watched a clip on Men's Brain & Women's Brain . So men have this 1 box called the nothing box in their brains, and they enjoy it very much. Women hate this nothing box, they have been wondering how can men be in this 'nothing to think' state. Cos women think all the time. Well anyway, I think that's not entirely true. I have my nothing box, & I love being in there. Prolly Dr F hate it. Haha. Real situation :

'Syg, what are u doing?'
'Nothing. Watching youtube'

He sometimes can't understand why do i spent so much time on youtube. Aren't I bored already with youtube? Well, it's not only just youtube. I cant spent hours & hours in bed in front of lappy, practically surfing on EVERYTHING! I love my alone time doing nothing in bed :P. But of course I do spend times with boyfie, his slot is in the evening time. Movies & meal time! ( Movies & food made me happy) Key to Pena's happiness, feed me food!
Bwahahahah

JT, my love

2009-10-23T16:23:00.004+04:00

Read one of Atil's post on Joe Jonas parody on Single Ladies - Beyonce. Joe Jonas didn't crack me up as much as Justin Timberlake did on SNL. So I then when browsing again for the clip, even I did watched it several times before, it still have laughter effect on me! Lol.

After that, I went clicking on other clips of JT & Beyonce. Gosh, they made a good combo!

Love the flirting act between them. Made the performance came to live. Both of them have a great voice.

I already love the song 'Until the end of time'. In addition to Beyonce in it, made the song sounds MARVELLOUS!

Kakak Hid always use emoticon in her blog. So I went browsing for it. But I can't seem to know where & when to use it
SEE! Attempt FAILED!
LOL

Psych Talk

2009-10-23T14:47:00.002+04:00

I find it hard to write a post these days. Inhibition of thought. Lol. I have no idea why I like to use psychiatric terms in my daily life these days! According to the psychiatrist, all of us can find ourselves having any of these psych symptoms. Just that, in normal people, our conscious suppress them to subconscious level. But as for people with mental illnesses, their conscious and subconscious level have no clear borderline, the symptoms rise up to their conscious level, result in manifestation of the disease.

1 of the things that I find quite interesting is the delusional idea of self-importance. In this patient, he has been deluded that he's popular or have great political influence etc. As for us, we just love the feeling of being important aren't we? I know I do. Back in high school, I entered the basketball team, cos I think it's cool. What am I looking for there? POPULARITY. The psychiatrist also mentioned that we humans like to play god. Then it hit me. I get to be more motivated everytime I watch medical series (house & grey's anat). Cos they portrayed these doctors as very highly respected & great skilled people who hold lives in their hands. Play-god like character. And I imagined myself to be them. Oh, isn't it so wonderful?

But anyway, teacher said, too much of that feeling is bad for anyone. In case I'm making u more & more confuse, what I'm trying to point out here is, whatever symptoms the mental illness patients have, we have it too. Just that, we still have it under control. I think psychiatric illness is like a ticking bomb in human. If all of sudden we cant handle a stressful event, and this borderline between conscious & subconscious level altered, we will have the disease.

Foot note:
1. I felt guilty suddenly, when mama texted me yesterday saying she has been thinking about my request for a car after graduation, she didn't has the heart to say no. But i found out bout lil bro future education plan,few days after making that request. Mine isn't as important as the lil bro. It can wait.
I felt guilty cos I might have said things like Ma & Pa didn't spend much for my education here & also back in high school. For that statement, ma might be reconsidering again & again about my request. Til finally yesterday she said yes. I am not proud of myself for this. Sigh. -_-

Falling For You

2009-10-19T00:20:00.004+04:00

Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says “shelf”, you say?
Waking up in Vegas – Katy Perry

2. How would you describe yourself?
Dangerous & Sweet – Lenka

Am I? AWESOMENESS! :D

3. What do you like in a guy/ girl?
Make Up - Jesse McCartney

HAHAHA, prolly, cos I don’t do much make ups :P

4. How do you feel today?
Summer Love – Justin Timberlake

Autumn-Winter-Spring-Summer. All year round Love DUDE!

5. What is your life’s purpose?
I Kissed A Girl – Katy Perry
Bahahahaha.Whadda….

6. What's your motto?
Live Like U’re Dying – Lenka

Nice motto eh?

7. What do your friends think of you?
Be Good – Tokyo Police Club

I know..I am & always good. Lol, as if! :P

8. What do you think of your parents?
Hey Stephen – Taylor Swift

So not related..

9. What do you think about very often?
Thousand Miles – Vanessa Carlton

Think too much of the future ay?

10. What is 2 + 2?
The Climb – Miley Cyrus

I must have failed math terribly -_-

11. What do you think of your best friends?
Hoedown Throwdown – Miley Cyrus

12. What do you think of the person you like?
One of the boys – Katy Perry

One of the awesome boys ? 0.o

13. What is your life story?
I need you tonight – Backstreet Boys

Owh la la…Bwahahaha

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Everybody – Backstreet Boys

Yea right, I wanna be this, that, & that.,

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Body Language – Jesse McCartney

“The thing U got Behind U is Amazing” Quoted fr the lyrics :P

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
We Can Go Anywhere – Jesse McCartney

So hubby to be, where to? Lol

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Bless The Broken Road – Rascal Flatts

18. What is your biggest fear?
Don’t Let Go – David Archuleta

19. What is your biggest secret?
Don’t Trust Me – 3oh!3

HAHAHA, so now I’m a cheater ay?

20. What will you post this as?
Falling For You – Colby Cailat

What happened to me today?! Got back from open house (Diwali's OH), then gossiping, facebooking & now posting up this, after seeing the lil bro notes :P

*Nasib dah baca mcq.Hope tomorrow can still remember. Malas nak ulang. 100Q woooo...

Notes on JRA (Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis) still have half to finish. Almost time to sleep already.. -_-

To do list

2009-10-17T22:39:00.003+04:00

10.40pm already?!! I haven't had enough of weekends still. NOOO!!! By tomorrow i need to start studying again. Usual Saturday's to do list:

Basuh baju
Lipat baju
Salin Cadar
Gosok White Coat
Mengelamun - memalaskan diri

Was on the phone with Mama. Then I heard her panicking over the phone when she realized she's going to be left alone in Rumah Tumpangan. Papa already asked her earlier if she's coming with him, she said no, and then panicking seeing Papa all set to go. SO MAMA! Lol

A day at Philosophy lecture

2009-10-11T11:53:00.006+04:00

A senior once said 'Going to Philosophy lecture often end up with u furious with the slender thrown'. It is true. And due to my lacking of knowledge about Islam & my low debating skills, I end up sitting discontentedly, figuring what should I say to counter attack, cos I know the idea that the lecturer trying to imply is so not true! We discussed bout several other religions, but the most debated one would be Islam.

Why cant Muslims eat porks? Why cant Muslims drink? Why Muslim women have to cover everything? Why Muslim men can marry 4?
The questions that made the whole lecture hall agape with surprise, was when she asked 'How many wives did the Prophet had?' - and she then answered herself 13.

Though she didn't commented on it, she leaved an impression of how lustful our Prophet was to everyone. A non muslim friend asked me, 'Really? That many?' I told her, 'But he only had children with the 1st wive' Friend replied ' Didn't have kids doesn't mean didn't have sex'
Urgghh, If I were to debate about this, I would take a lot of time. Just bcos I can't defend the Prophet yesterday, I would just write it down here. To ease my dissatisfaction.

1. If he a sex maniac, he would not have married the twice-widowed Khadijah, 40 years old, at the youthful age of 25 when one is full of emotion and sexual urge.
2. He lived together with his first (and, at that time, only) wife, Khadijah, happily for 26 years with great mutual affection, despite the fact that young and beautiful girls of Arabia were easily available to him and were keen to be married to him.
3. Let us see under what circumstances and conditions of his other marriage had taken place (taken from a website) :

(1) For the sake of caring for the orphans and looking after the poor widows. These were some Muslim women who had earlier enjoyed high dignity in the Arab society. But on the death of their husbands, their status and even faith were in jeopardy, because their tribal chiefs would take them back and compel them to renounce Islam, thus converting them back to polytheism.

For example, Sawdah had migrated to Abyssinia where her husband died, and she became absolutely without helper. It was the time when the Prophet Muhammad (saw) had lost Khadijah, his first wife; so he married Sawdah.
Likewise, Zaynab daughter of Khuzaymah, was an old-aged widow, who after the death of her husband was inflicted with poverty, despite her being amiable and being known as 'Ummul-Masakin' (Mother of the poor). Prophet Muhammad (saw) married her to uphold her dignity and she died of old age only after two years of that marriage.

(2) For the sake of enacting a new law and eradicating injustice by the ignorant tribes.

For example, Zaynab bint-Jahsh was the daughter of the Prophet's aunt. She was married, at the recommendation of the Prophet, to Zayd ibn-Harithah, the freed slave and adopted son of the Prophet. This marriage was contracted to eradicate the discrimination against slaves and poor and to emphasize the Islamic equality and brotherhood, as Zaynab was from the family of Abd al-Muttalib, the grandfather of the Holy Prophet Muhammad (saw) and the Chief of Quraysh, whereas Zayd was a slave who was freed by the Prophet Muhammad (saw).

Unfortunately, Zaynab due to her family pride, did not get along well with Zayd despite Prophet's persuasions. The rift between the two culminated into divorce. Meanwhile, the system of adoption of children was expressly forbidden by Allah (SWT). So, when Zayd divorced Zaynab, the Prophet of Islam, at the express command of God, married Zaynab; and, thus, put an end to the then prevalent belief that adopted sons were like real sons and that wives or widows of adopted sons were like daughters-in-laws.

(3) For the sake of freeing prisoners and slaves.

For example, 'Juwayriyah' was from a prominent tribe of Banul-Mustalaq. In a war against Islam this tribe was defeated; and Juwayriyah, the daughter of their Chief, was held in captivity. Prophet Muhammad (saw) married her to set an example of protection and good treatment to prisoners of war.

On seeing that the prisoners had become relatives of the Holy Prophet Muhammad (saw) by marriage, the Muslims released all the prisoners of war held by them. According to Ibne Hisham, over one hundred families of Banul-Mustalaq were freed from captivity as a result of this marriage.

(4) For the sake of uniting some prominent Arab tribes who often were at logger heads with each other and to safeguard the internal political status of Islam.

Prophet Muhammad (saw) married A'ishah daughter of Abu Bakr Siddiq (first caliph) from the tribe of Bani Tim, Hafsah daughter of Omar ibn Al-Khattab (second caliph) from the tribe of Adi, Umm-Habibah daughter of Abu Sufyan from the tribe of Umayyah, Safiyah daughter of Huaiy bin Akhtab of the Jewish tribe of Bani an-Nadir, and Maymunah from the tribe of Bani Makhzum.
Umm-Habibah (i.e. Ramla) was daughter of Abu Sufyan of Bani Umayyah who was the bitterest enemy of Prophet Muhammad (saw) and had repeatedly fought against him. She, as a Muslim, was in great distress since she was divorced from her original husband (who had become a Christian in Abyssinia) and her father was a great enemy of Islam.
Seeing her deprived of every help from parent and divorced from husband, Prophet Muhammad (saw) married her in sympathy. This marriage also gave a chance to the people of Bani Umayyah to soften their hearts for Islam.
Safiyah was widowed daughter of Huaiy bin Akhtab, one of the chiefs of Jewish tribe of Bani an-Nadir. When the prisoners of this tribe were released by the Muslims, Prophet Muhammad (saw) married her in order to safeguard her status; and, thus, also linking himself with one of the great Jewish tribes of that time, and paving the way for them to come nearer to Islam.
Maymunah was 51 years of age and from a prominent tribe of Bani Makhzum whom Prophet Muhammad (saw) married in the year 7 after Hijrah.

I wish somebody/someone can just rise up and fend off all the slender given.

Remembering summer hols

2009-10-08T21:00:00.008+04:00

Was browsing photos taken by iPhone. And I then found myself laughing quietly. Oh man, what a great summer I had this year.

This is the big brother. He always kinda spastic. 1 funny guy. He was once chatting with my roomies, cos I had to go somewhere, when he ym me. So the roomies somehow chatted with him for awhile then told me he's funny.

This is the dad. I dunno why I posed that way though. Lol. He's awesome as usual. Got the highest marks in shooting range.

This is the mom. She was busy with her phone discussing hospital matters on H1N1 even when we were on VACATION! This don't happen once, several time. Dad was looking at her. They both then discussed the matter after mom hung up the phone. Big bro & I were eavesdropping at the side. We then continue holidaying.

This is the lil bro. Izzi & I called him 'Pak guard', then 'Kuli', then.... I've forgotten what else we called him. He was being so poyo wearing this uniform.

This is the lil princess. Fav of pa & ma. Very spoil little brat. But who can blame her. Her charm could just melt anyone, except the lil bro. She is his greatest enemy. So does her, his greatest rival.

Busy month

2009-10-06T21:49:00.006+04:00

I've been busy. From morning til evening - class. Psychiatry has been extremely challenging for me to keep my eyes WIDE open for the whole class. But as I promised myself to stay awake, day by day I'm making progress. The 1st day was the worst! Felt sleepy 20mins after class started. Soon later, my eyes were shut til last 10min of class. Was full of concentration on the last 10mins. Probably bcos I had enough sleep already :P

Today's schedule is the most crazy busy! Pediatrics - Psychiatry - Philosophy. Reached home at 7pm. And I just got to know today, that we'll be having new subject on Friday. Medicinal History or something like that. Start from 5pm and will end probably around 7pm. Whadda heck??!! I have swimming session every friday at 5pm. Now I have to reschedule. And as I state above, I'VE BEEN BUSY!!!! If I knew bout this new subject earlier, I wouldn't have register for swimming, I would have save some money. Bleghhhhhh. Stupid Russia. Though they claimed to not be a communist, they just do things they like, and we just have to obey.

Reason of posting this up, I feel obligated in keeping this blog updated! :P
I'm a bit tired, but not sleepy. I'll rub my eye when there's an itch there. Not because I'm sleepy. I'll yawn when I'm sleepy. Dr F is webcamming with me right now. Sorry to not be bothered, I hate to be interrupt when I am writing. Hehe.

Why do people love Mac? U see, Dr F's pic wasn't clear at all! Mac's internal cam not that good..Hahaha :P

Weight Issues

2009-10-02T23:45:00.004+04:00

I went to swim today. It's a weekly routine. Very proud of completing 16laps almost non-stop. Woohoo!! Of course can't beat the younger days, when the coach ordered u to do 21 laps as warm-up. 21 laps for warm-up ONLY?!! No wonder I'm so bonny those days! Lol. I wish to do more next week.

Had a 'weight talk' with the lil bro yesterday. He kept losing weight til we are now few kilos difference! UNBELIEVABLE. He's taller than me, and he's a GUY. Guys should be heavier. What's scaring me the most is, I'm gonna be heavier than him when nearing summer hols! Well yeah, I'll gained few kilos when in Moscow and loose them during summer hols.

what's ur weight now eh?
120 lbs or 55 kg
HELLO?! Im 53kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please3, stop there.No more losing weight
I AM NOT LOSING MORE WEIGHT SIS...
unless u wanted to hv transgender surgery n be a girl!
im maintainig my weight
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
hmmm bein a girl sounds interesting
im curious xP
hahaha..if megan dont mind being a lesbian..y not?

Today, for dinner, Dr F & I ate home made pizzas. Which are superbly DELICIOUS! (Dah buat sendiri kan, kena lah puji bagi up sikit!) :D He ate the whole regular size pizza while I ate half of it, and I'm so so full. Do I normally eat half of regular pizza? Why does it sounded like it's a lot all of sudden? Half means 4slices right? Aaahhh, ok la tu. My usual portion. I am now so determine with losing weight but........can it be done without regular exercising and cutting down my regular portion of meals? :P

Super Junior dancing to Gee

2009-09-29T22:30:00.006+04:00

Dr F pass the link to me. Was laughing real hard. Lol. Amy, I know u'll enjoy this. Since ure a K-Pop fan. Forward to 0:30, seriously funny! :P

Click here to see Natalie Portman raping on Saturday Night Live (SNL). Funny too. Can't embed it here.

Currently addicted to One Time - Justin Bieber

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

Summary

2009-09-28T20:18:00.009+04:00

1. Not feeling well..Sore throat, runny nose & drowsiness. Dr F also experiencing the same thing. I probably got it from him. My symptoms started today, & his were earlier. Well, probably we both got it from someone else. Whatever. But I couldn't fall asleep! Sucks.

2. Raya card has arrived!!! I got home at 4.30pm, saw the card as I stepped into the house. Weeee!! Thanks ma, pa, Izzi, Wawan & Farra. Muah muah muah!!!!

3. Lil bro tagged me in our childhood pic. Hello? Why is my pic sangat tak comel? I thought I'm very cute those days? Hahahaha. He uploaded pic which he looks very the cute in it. Nway lil brother, i think we should have more camwhoring sessions.

4. Had trauma lecture on back pain. The lecturer was using nude images in his presentation. Stop imagining playboy's issue! It was art images from those centuries where they have obsession of drawing human figures in exotic, erotic pose. The whole class were laughing when the lecturer says healthy lifestyle and drawing of naked couple lying on the couch was displayed. Then, for description of Obesity, pic of a nude obese lady. Lol. All those nudities *shakes head* Nasib dah bulan syawal! Way to go doc, all our attentions are urs!

5. Kepada kanak2 yang tinggal di Moscow, if u have iphone/itouch, feel free to check out iphone skins at my facebook ye! :D Other places sell them at 500rubs per item, while at ours only 350rubs :)

6. Eat out with D, B & Dr F. Will upload some pics once I got it. Grapefruit ice-cream? Ewwwww! Cute guy at Megafon center? Oh B, u like him, don't u? :P

See *coughs* how Dr F eats. Macam *coughs* bukit! :P

Downturn of love

2009-09-27T18:54:00.004+04:00

I was reading a friend's blog. Regarding break-up, heartache & struggle of moving on. I don't really keep in touch with directly,but i read her blog quite often (now that I have free time until October). It's like I can feel the pain she's been going through.

Last night, I watched a movie called '500 days of Summer'. At first, 4 of us were watching it, then 1/2 hour later, only 2 of us still watching it. It's a lovely movie when u get the message behind it, which I totally do. It's like I'm totally connect with it. Otherwise, trust me, the movie will bore u.

Moral of the movie, U think u've met the love of ur life, the one who u cannot live without, the one who is part of the plan, and all of sudden that person chose to walk out of ur life, u feel like ur world turning upside down. Don't loose hope, u might be wrong about that person. He/she is not the one. Be patience, the right person will come along :)

Foot note:
1. Went to Kahov's open house! Was really full, but by the time I got home, hungryyyyyy. Dr F then promise to cook me dinner today. Haha :D
2. Haven't talk much to Amy during raya, so ape lagi, tadi bergossip la kat bilik die!
3. Mama text me, "Ish3, dah pandai pakai sedondon nampaknye" Lol. Told her I wore my black baju kurung & Dr F wore the black shirt she bought him, and that's what she text me back? Haha.
4. Forever & Always? Insyaallah. Sama2 lah berdoa ye :D

Amy! My only SSPian friend here

Sedondon la sangat kn? Boleh la, hitam putih :D

Swim

2009-09-23T17:42:00.006+04:00

Went for a swim today. Before signing up for 3months, I need to be tested first, to see on whether I'm good or bad at swimming. If I passed, then only I get the permission to register. How did I do? Of course I passed successfully! Haha. Thanks to Papa who sent me to swimming classes at the age of 5. The person who passed me told me I'm good at swimming, "Ti harasho plavat!" Hehe, I'm so thrilled hearing that.

She asked me on whether I want to join autumn or spring intake. Told her spring. But then, on my way to metro, I've changed my mind, probably wanna join during autumn, which is October-November-December. The pool is an outdoor swimming pool with heater, heating up the water. A friend told me it was really beautiful during winter, where u can see the vapour on the pool's surface. U wont be cold or turned to ice during winter as u only stay in the water even to the changing room. The changing room is connected to the pool. It's a short underwater connection! And when u're in the changing room, it's already warm :)

Just that, I have trouble changing in there. People just seemed to not care being naked in front of others. There's no doors in the shower, so as I passed through, making my way to the available shower, I'll see naked people showering. No, I'm not a perve, I happened to see them in the corner of my eyes!

Luckily I didn't bumped into any Malaysian guys. As I forgot to bring my swimming suit from Malaysia, I needed to buy new one here. And all they can offer is either bikini, or the 1 piece suit, which is very revealing. I think it as the same as bikini, just that it covers my abdomen. My back is left bare, then it covers my butt. Haha. I should have just opted bikini right? Since not much difference. Lol. Well, it's the thoughts that count! I have the intention of finding the most decent, and that's the MOST DECENT I've got!

note :
1.My girls told me there's a new series, called 'Beautiful Life', which according to them, SO SO much better than GG. The girls are all skinny tall & pretty. I love seeing those girls & wish badly to be one of them!
2.Balqis & I share this hobby of checking out tall, skinny, pretty girls. Haha, 2 weirdos! Balqis, Di & I share the interest of checking out good-looking & cute guys too. Even when Paan is just sitting next to me. Well, mostly done during the time when Paan was really into his music, to avoid tapping in girl's talk :P. Kang, xpasal2 kecik ati plak kan bile terdengar :D

Flowers

2009-09-23T05:53:00.003+04:00

I'm up by 5.15am. Early huh? Haha, slept at 10pm last night. I woke up, switch on my table lamp then I see flowers next to me!!! Thanks dear ;). I normally say no whenever he wants to buy me a flower, cos I usually don't like flowers. But today, somehow, it makes me smile. I'm smiling at the very moment I woke up, today ought to be a good day, I assumed :P

Meaning of Raya

2009-09-22T17:10:00.007+04:00

How was Raya celebration in Moscow? People would usually say 'kesiannya...' , 'makan apa kat sana' or give any other response that portray how sorry they are that we have to be away from families and 'raya' familiar surroundings in Malaysia. And my usual replies to those who asked me what it feels celebrating raya away from families would be statement pitying myself, which I reckon as totally the opposite! Haha. Probably making that untruthful statements to the idea of forcing them to remember me during Raya :P

I didn't cry during my 1st raya in Moscow. But I do missed them. I called home and talked with everyone in Ipoh. Oh well, they too, didn't shed a single tear for me. I could probably blame the 'cold hearted' genes I inherited! Bahaha

Raya here is about eating! I guess not much different with Malaysia. Taking pictures with friends, wearing new clothes, having a good time! Na-uh, still no difference with Malaysia. But, I never actually Karaoke-ing during raya in Malaysia. I do that every year in Moscow. Haha. We don't get duit raya here. But anyways, u don't get sad over duit raya on hari raya right?

I wouldn't say my last raya in Malaysia as an ideal one. Why? B'cos I was sitting for SPM exam that time of the year. By 2nd or 3rd raya im back in KL. There were extra classes conducted to prep us for exam. And then, *poofs!* here I am, already in my 5th raya abroad. Do I missed raya in Malaysia? I seriously don't know. I've lost the meaning of raya. But I do remember to sedekah kan al-fatihah to Pah. It is usually every morning on my way to hospital, in metro.

Pah always pops in my mind, especially now, during this ramadhan & syawal. Since I was small, I'd called her before exams, and I'd say "Pah, doakan fena untuk exam ye". She'd always replied, "Pah memang selalu doakan cucu2 pah semuanya berjaya". I still do that when I'm in Moscow until she passed away in Jan 2008. How can I not love her, when she bought presents whenever I excel in exams. Puasa nazar for my UPSR, PMR & SPM. Only god knows how much she has mentioned her grandkids in her prayers. Love u pah, may Allah puts u among orang2 yang beriman.

Oh man, this post is kinda draggy. I couldn't determine in which direction its going! Lol. In conclusion, Raya can be fun anywhere, for as long u are with the people the people u love. Thanks my lovelies - the girls & yes u, Dr Farhan Yeo :)

Foot note :
1. I want to keep Pah close to my heart. To always remember her & pray for her.
2.Can't wait to register for swimming! Tomorrow it is :D (the payment is for 3months,next month is really hectic, will it be worth the money?)
3.Still waiting for kad raya from parents to arrive. Cant wait to put it up on my 'wall of cards from families'. Consisting of birthday & raya card. Whenever I missed them, I have a look at the wall.

1st raya, 2nd raya & counting.. Insyaallah

Lagi-lagi gambar raya. Ehem, karaoke hingga xsedar gambar di snap! :P

Raya '09

2009-09-21T17:06:00.005+04:00

I have test tomorrow, and I get very tense up because I know I'll definitely not to be able to finish reading in time. So what did I do? Fell asleep. Woke up an hour & a half later, surfing internet. I seriously got to stop & start reading again. Let me just edit & upload Raya's pic. Then study. I'll start pouring in with the details later! ;)

P/s : I feel like swimming. Probably gonna check out swimsuit after the test is over.
Oh boy! Food poisoning, thyroid fever, hepatitis, yersiniosis, botulism, brucellosis, shigellosis, cholera.. How??!! We still need to celebrate Raya eventhough test is at stake right? Haha

Stupid Kanye! Poor Taylor

2009-09-14T13:15:00.002+04:00

I guessed everybody already heard this news. Kanye West brings down drama at 2009 VMA Award. He ruins Taylor Swift's victory over Best Female Video award by snatching the microphone away from her, and says Beyonce had one of the best video of all time. What a dickhead!
Poor little Swift was then left shivering and unwanted at her own award stage moment. She was really excited about her 1st ever winning on VMA until this jerk ripped the mic off her.

Taylor then got a do-over when Beyonce brought the teen-singer up following Beyonce's winning for Video of the year. Beyonce & Taylor both exchange the hug before Beyonce passed the mic to her.

I was furious when I 1st heard the news! After watching the vid, I leave comments on her myspace and youtube page supporting & congratulate her.

Thug Story. Love the vid. She's just so funny!

Stranger

2009-09-13T06:05:00.005+04:00

*Picture below was taken from the lil bro*

Chat with stranger? The lil brother the one who showed me the site, and convinced me it's fun and i gotta try. Which I did! But I guessed I'm not fun enough, since I got disconnected for less than a minute. Lol.

(Events took place during summer hols where Sunday is not my only holiday!)
I have class on Saturday. Leave home at 7.30am get home by 4pm. No more TGIF, as Friday night will be reserve as studying night. Then, I will be home-bound, glued to my bed until Monday, when the leave-7.30am-cycle starts kicking in again!

I LOVE MY BED SO MUCH! No doubt about that.Where I am now? Guess.... Yes, BED! Lol :P

Obsession with Taylor Swift makes me talk about her more often. My roommate can't handle it anymore and she thinks I'm a pedo. What? She's just 3years younger than I am, no way I'm a pedo! Lol. She called me with that before, when I have this short-period-obsession with Miley Cyrus & Jonas Bro's. Not my proudest moment, I can tell ya. Haha :P

Meet Chef F

2009-09-09T16:27:00.006+04:00

Dr F feels like having pergedil for break fast. Me, not knowing how to make it, decided to learn from him. By a quick transformation, Dr F change to Chef F!
Initially, I have the intention to offer my assistance, but in the end (as usual) I would sit and chat with him as he did everything. HAHAHA. Well, I did eventually fulfilled my noble intention by helping him to mould the pergedil :P.

So, later when we've finished moulding, we were talking bout 'learn how to cook after marriage'. I was telling him bout my cousins, and 1 of them even learn from her husband. Dr F who was doing the dishes at that time, quickly turned, to face me

Dr F : Hai, habis tu awak?
Me : Eh, saye tak, awak still bf saye.
Dr F : Oooo, sekarang ni practice la ye. Nnt dh kawin dah power la ni.
Me : Hehehe, a'ah ye..Nnt dah kawin nnt die power la. (sambil malu2) :P

I've posted up this pic on Fb. Seconds after that, the cousins spammed it, leaving various funny comments! Lol.

p/s : Told the lil bro I would made this for him next summer. Since it is his fav! He said it looks like mini burger Ramly. Lol
Mind the shapes. The biggest one is my portion to eat! Those cute little pergedil made by me. Those bulky big size is by Dr F. Why such a difference? His palm bigger than mine!

Currently in love with Taylor Swift. Everyday, I would go to her page on YouTube and watch her self-made vids. OMG, I just love her personality! Which made me love her songs more. I wish I could meet her in person and tell her to keep doing what she does now-making good music, and stay to be this wonderful person as what I have in mind

Hair Story

2009-09-05T16:58:00.006+04:00

A childhood friend uploaded some old pictures while we were still in primary school. As I browse through them, it triggered some memories where I recall I'm being overtly sensitive regarding my hair. Most of the time I'd cry. Haha.

This hair has several nicknames. When I was small & still haven't been to preschool, the elder cousins would go around calling me 'neg'. Short form for negro. In primary school, it was probably afro. And in highschool, the seniors would call it 'sarang tebuan' (bee hive) & rambut dawai (if im not mistaken). It was probably funny for others to tease but totally ain't funny for me. But after awhile, u kinda get used to it and just say whatever, malas nak layan.

And there's this 1 thing I always have since I was small. Low self-esteem about the way I looked. Was it the hair, or was it the gorgeous cousins I have? Both probably. Haha.

Arrgghhh....my eyes hurt by the sight of them! They shine so bright!! Haha (melampau2 je ayat) :P

Anyway, after more than 20years to have to live with the hair, I am now accepting my true hair nature!
Lol, poyo nye entry :P

Macam-macam

2009-09-05T00:21:00.004+04:00

Papa made an account on Facebook. He hasn't upload any picture yet. So, I was thinking of doing him a favour. Upload few pics and tagged him.

Few days later, papa approached me.
Pa : "Pandai je kamu nak jaga mama kamu ye"
Me : 'Ha? Kenapa?'
Pa : "Tu ade banyak gambar papa & mama kamu upload. Tak dapat la papa nak mengurat kat internet"
Me : ........(Speechless for few sec) LOL, itu yang papa fikir! Hahahaha

Apa-apa je lah papa ni :P. N mama, everytime she saw us facebooking, she wants to see my page, izzi's page, wawan's page & papa's. & she has millions questions to ask. Mostly, apa tu? Kenapa macam tu? Penat juga la nak menjawab nye :P

Memasak

2009-09-02T19:36:00.004+04:00

To tell u the truth (which I think many knows it), I dislike cooking! 2months living without having to cook feels like heaven! Lol, now I'm being exaggerative. Being in Moscow means being independent, equals to prepare ur own food which getting done by cooking on ur own.
Dr F loves teasing me by calling and tell me that he's hungry. What did I tell him? "Yeke...Lapar masak la sendiri" Hahaha. Yes people, I'm a gf who doesn't cook much. Why am I telling this? I just devalued myself by stating that out loud! Lol.

Today's my cooking turn. Hence the 'I dislike cooking' statement. :P

I skipped trauma class, hoping that I can settle down my visa. Due to Russia system yg lembab & inefficient, the act of skipping class is a waste. Izzi made an excellent decision not opting Russia as his alma mater. Dah dapat kereta sdiri, xyah masak, tiap2 minggu leh balik rumah.

Nway, I should continue reading hepatitis. Still a lot to go. Pretty sure, not long after break fast, I'll be sleepy and heading to bed :P

Yapping!

2009-08-27T14:22:00.003+04:00

Heyys! 3days left & I still haven't start packing. Hate packing and unpacking, any volunteers? :P. Everyday Dr F will ask, " Sayang dah start packing?" Haissh... Nway, fyi he always get things done earlier than me. Which, benefited me a lot :D . Eg : "Sayang dah siap Case History? Takpe, sy dah siap" "Sayang, dah ade note Chronic Hepatitis? Nnt sy xerox utk syg" "Bile sayang nak book flight balik Msia? Sy leh contact Vijay" "Sayang nak makan tempura sotong?Ckp je, nnt terus ade kat depan pintu bilik syg" And there's many more examples. And I'm sure my housemates heard them all! Hehe. Yes ladies,he's that great :P

As for today & yesterday, I met Syez. Boy, when was the last time I met her??! When I met her yesterday, I couldn't believe my eyes. Is she getting taller? Then, as I took a glance at her shoe, there came a perfectly reasonable explanation. She's wearing heels! Haha :P Well, my housemates think I'm such a snob, too proud of my height, though I gotta tell ya, I'm really not that tall. Just 169cm :P. I like 171 better.
She supposed to pass me some stuff but, she forgotten to bring it along. Hence today, we meet again. This time, she had to bring it to my house. Tu la, sape suruh lupe lagi! :P
She missed the turn that lead to TUDM, my fault actually for not giving an accurate direction. I have to say, I'm quite impressed when finally she made her way back to TUDM. You know how crazy the roads can be in KL. (That doesn't imply to me, since I'm born & breed here. Oops, born in Ipoh, breed in KL.Haha).
Nway Syez, thanks for sending it, and I appreciate the discounts :)

P/s : I'm surprise why there's a lot of smiley in her sms but not in her posts :P

OZ adventure

2009-08-19T06:01:00.006+04:00

Seperti agak malas mahu menceritakan perjalanan ke OZ kali ni. Gambar dahulu la ye :D. Itu pun tiada gambar dari Adelaide & Melbourne. Tak kutip lagi dari Wanie & Fatt. Apa kata, saya highlight kan apa yang saya rase menarik!

Makan daging kangaroo
Peluk koala & kangaroo
Drive from Adelaide to Melbourne along the coastal road. Which is 1000km! 13h drive and we're not using highway. It's my 1st road trip. Always wanted to do it :)
We were trying to finished the coastal walk from Coogee Beach to Bondi Beach but after 2h of walking, we gave up at Bronte Beach, took the bus and headed to the city. (Sydney)
Meeting my friends in every city I visited. Melbourne (Kamal Hadi), Sydney (Odd), Brisbane (Izzy) & Adelaide (Dora)
I had tears in my eyes after riding one of the rides in Gold Coast. It was pretty scary okaay, the thrill ride!
We went to Melbourne, Sydney, Brisbane, Gold Coast & Adelaide. We covered 4 of the states in OZ!
It was a 2weeks trip
I have a runny nose and a temperature of 37.2. I'm crossing my fingers for allergic rhinitis! Haha.

Sydney!

Brisbane!

SSPians!
Friends all over OZ ;). Thanks girls!

PENGHARGAAN :

melb:special thnks to k mija n family and of course , kamal.
sydney:special thnks to odd,'iza,farah,fatt, and to anyone that made us love sydney!
gold coast / brisbane :special thnks to izzy,fatin,po,dayana,n k long. it was great knowing all of you girls:))
adelaide: special thnks to mia, dora,nab,sal,zu,siti,mariam and everyone else tht have given us the warm welcome:))

Can't wait to go home!

2009-08-13T06:18:00.003+04:00

Current location, Adelaide. Soon, Melbourne then home. Not that the holiday isn't fabulous, just that I realized that I only have 11 days left after the hols before I'm going back to Moscow! If only I had thought bout it earlier. Well, actually I did give it a thought. I just assumed that 1 and a half month spent in Malaysia is enough. Totally NOT!! Missed my bed, missed the loved ones.

Sequence : KL-Melbourne-Sydney-Brisbane-Gold Coast-Adelaide-Melbourne-KL

P/s : Having great time exploring OZ & meeting SSPians :)) (Odd, Fatt, Izzy, Dora)
Urghhh...gaining weight...I've lost 3kgs & now gaining them back..Effff!!!! Haisshhh...xkan la turun berat kat msia je??!! Tskk3
Been thinking of u...I didnt realized there's a lot bout u that I adore, until I was telling my gfs everything bout u..I began to think there's a lot of things that I'm depending on u.LOL

Update!

2009-07-26T21:22:00.004+04:00

Look at date! 1 month eh? Bahahaha. I rarely turn on the lappy nowadays :P. I've been in Msia for more than a month now. Not a single dull moment has arrived. 1month passed too quickly.

Let me just recalled. On the 1 1/2 week I arrived, the whole family were at home, obviously everyday was filled with joyous activities. The following 2weeks, I had my attachment at Hospital Ampang. Oh man, I love tagging at the Emergency Department! I get to do CPR on 3weeks old baby and on 70 y.o man, drawing blood, do branulla etc.

And then, this week, I get to spend the whole week with Dr F. On Monday, he arrived from Batu Gajah. Picked him up at KLsentral and sent him to Kota Damansara. On our way there, we were pulled over by a JPJ officer, cause apparently, my road tax already expire for 6days. Just as I thought it would be as simple as 'let papa pay the ticket', the little red ticket stated that I have to be present in court on 28th September 2009. Great! Now I have a lawsuit?? Lol. Plus, my flight back is on 31st August! Papa made a call to a lawyer. I hope the hearing can be brought earlier.

During Dr F's stay in KL, of course we went out, that explains how Monday-Thursday were spent. On Friday, I went to Ipoh to attend my Aunt's wedding. So do Dr F! He went to Ipoh on the very same day. Our plans synchronize! That rarely happens! It always has been, I go to Ipoh-he goes to KL or Im back in KL-he's back in Ipoh. Lol. And yesterday, he went to the wedding, and meet my cousins, aunts, uncles, granpa, nephew, nieces, in other words THE ENTIRE FAMILY! He has a good PR, he survived well in the crowd full of relatives of mine :P. He always nervous with the idea of meeting papa, but he actually pulled that off very well! Being a SAS alumni give him a lot of things to talk about, since papa is one too. I dont even get the chance to meddle with their convo when it comes to SAS.

Next week, Im going to Australia, and I havent apply for visa still! I hope the russian visa done by tomorrow so then I can apply for Australian visa. The new passport will expire on 2014. Im sure it will be quite sometime before I renew again my passport. Life will be hectic at that time, probably work, work & work! That's why, Im pushing myself to travel as much as can while I have the time now. Bahahahaha, LAYMO!

This weekend, off to Johor, will be back on Sunday, and Monday.......Australia! Im not that excited about it. I think my time in Malaysia is not enough.Will be spending 15days in OZ, which mean, my time in Malaysia shorten by 2weeks.

Ice Skating

2009-06-25T17:46:00.005+04:00

I bought Farra a pair of ice skating shoe since papa told me Farra loves ice skating. So today, we went to Sunway Pyramid to ice skate. It was worth the pay, since we played for almost 4hours! Papa got extremely excited because he can skate pretty well! Im myself really impressed! I got really tired after that. I slept all the way back home. So now, pictures!!!! :D

P/s : Yeay!! Mama is coming back from London & Izzi gonna finish his exam tomorrow! The family will be complete! ;)

Internet

2009-06-24T05:20:00.001+04:00

Finally, we have the internet fix!! Weee!!!! Haha. My dad was surprised, he said it is my luck. Because they have complained for several times n there's no outcome. But today morning, there's a connection, it's WORKING!!!!!!

Coming Home

2009-06-22T13:02:00.001+04:00

Finally, Im done with 4th year, hello 5th year!
Packed my laptop already n all set to go.
The taxi gonna come in an hour.
So anyway peeps, hit me up k, i still hvnt change my malaysian number. We should hang out! There's so much to catch up ;)

Still in exam week

2009-06-12T22:27:00.005+04:00

Hiya!
Nothing changed much.I'm still in my exam week. 4 papers down and 2 more to go.
Topography anatomy, Therapy, Russian & Obstetric - DONE!
Neurology on 17th June & Surgery on 22th June.
Flight back home - 22nd June in the evening. Haha, it's like I'm not wasting anymore time. Straight back home after exam!

Mama in London at this moment. 3 weeks trip. She's not gonna pick me up later at the airport. Sad :(. Instead, I'll be picking her up. Called her few hours before I had my Obs paper. She was like freak out when she knew it's almost 2am and I havent sleep and have paper to sit the next morning. She was like, go to sleep now! But that was after having 30min convo. Lol

Went to farewell party for the final year students aka freshly graduated doctors!!!! Had a good time there. Probably will post up some of the pics there ;).
As for now, Pena go study!!! A bit tired though. Probably gonna hit the hay soon. :P

Did I tell u I wont be having internet at home??? It's a DISASTER!!!! I blame it on Streamyx people!!! Hey, we want to use ur service, go and fix our internet!!! DONT U WANT OUR MONEY??? Man, I'm going to die soon...... So not use to the absence of internet...... -_-

1st attempt upload vids at youtube

2009-06-03T20:52:00.001+04:00

Finally! You tube didn't disable the audio.

Video tak jadi

2009-06-03T03:01:00.009+04:00

I have no idea why all of sudden I wanted to make a video. What's frustrating is that the movie maker program hang on me for so many times! And I have wasted 3hours of my precious time figuring how to do it. ( Yeah, I'm tech dummy. But in this case, I blame the program. Defs something wrong with it ) Pirated software probably. Haha! :P

Presenting, my halfway done project, because I got fed up and finally gave up on it.
Damn, I still havent finish reading!

Exams

2009-05-23T14:07:00.003+04:00

Stress! I believe lot of people are experiencing it right now. Since it's exam period! Be it in Russia, Germany, Ireland, Japan, UK, US, finals are hitting people all around the globe! Haha. Good luck peeps, may u pass with flying colours.

I'll be home in 1month time. 23rd June. It's too early to spill the details, but all I can say right now is "Summer Trip '09". Whereabouts? Will be reveal later ;)

I missed my fellow sspian friends. Though it's just short convo at ym, thread messages at Fb or comments on the wall, it never failed filling my heart with warmth, feeling appreciated & feeling remembered. Although we're making new friends now, let us hope old friends will not be forgotten :)

Privet!

2009-04-22T20:20:00.002+04:00

Hello!
Haven't been writing much lately. Not that there's nothing going on, it's been a lot actually. Just that I didn't expressed it in words like i used to :P. But today, Dr F was asking about the blog, and it got me thinking...Yeah, it needs at least a lil update!

Today I got my zachot (credit test) for Therapy. Yeay!!! Lucky for me, my patient was diagnosed only with hypertension. So the short case was like a piece of cake :P. After class, Dr F brought me to sushi place. Allowance has just kicking in, so he said 'Order anything u like, it's my treat' And it end up with him finishing mine. Haha. Cost him a real fortune too, but I'm not a high maintenance gf rite rite? :D

As for tomorrow, we'll be pushing off to Volgograd. It's an annual games held, inter universities of Russia where Malaysian students are studying in. I'll be leading the girl's basketball team for MMA. Hope we can bring back gold medal this year :).

Weather reports. The weather here is PMS-ing BIG time! In the morning it's -4, then later in the evening, can go up to +6. Up to yesterday, it's still snowing. And it's weird, cause it is SPRING NOW!

2 of my roomies just got back from Istanbul. I was so excited listening to their stories. I wish I could be there too! My 1st time, not travelling with Fatt :(. Traveling is so much fun! Peeps, let's plan for the next vacation!!! Lol, only if financial status allowing us to :P

As for last Saturday, went on trip to crystal factory. The Russian crystal. Trust me, it is VERY CHEAP! Bought few for mama, since she has been requesting for it several time whenever I called home. But of course, couldnt beat the Bohemian crystal. Oh well, u'll get what u pay for la kn? :P. Hurmm... I wonder how I'm gonna bring them home...

Bought the flight tickets to Malaysia. Will be spending few nights in Dubai. Hurm, the urge to shop girls?? ;) I wonder what will happen to this 1 guy, if the 4 girls in their crazy shopping mood? :D

Alma Mater

2009-04-01T16:48:00.006+04:00

I had a chat with Yana (ex-schoolmate) today and we talked bout our future working environment. Lol, why is it sounded funny when I mentioned it like that? :P. She asked me on whether I am planning to sit for USMLE, and I went like, ' What is that? ' Yes, I am dumb. That stands for Unites State Medical Liscense Examination! Lol. Seriously, I don't know, I haven't thought about it. I am a very narrow minded person, my only goal is, to be a clinician in Malaysian hospital. To be head of department or maybe a Jusa C holder. Should I have a bigger dreams? Like working overseas?

We had a chat on many other stuff too, but it all revolves on the same things. MEDICINE! Lol. Medicine talking can really last for hours. After we ended our conversations, I went browsing info about Moscow Medical Academy ( my uni). Initially, I wanted to find which countries recognize the MMA graduates. But I havent found anything specifics. It just stated there "The MMA Diploma is recognized by WHO and the Medical Councils of many countries. The degrees of the Academy open the doors to European countries, the USA and Canada."

As I went on and on searching for it, I ended up reading a lot of materials regarding the university. Yeah, I heard , majority of doctors in Malaysia hate us, discriminate us - the Russian graduates. But I kinda find these few statements on wiki and few other places on the site that soothen me :P

The international reputation of the I.M. Sechenov Moscow Medical Academy has been confirmed by the high rating obtained in the UNESCO-held university competition. Since 1989 it has been taking the second place among the higher medical institutions of the world.

The members of the staff of the Academy are engaged as experts and consultants of the World Health Organisation.

The Academy was 1st opened in 1758. Yeah, really, REALLY old! More than 250 years already. No wonder the hospitals sometimes give me a creep. Lol

p/s : the other day, Balqis, Shashi, Shaun & I talked bout baby's name. Names like Thania, Aaron etc came up (forgotten bout Shaun's one :P). N I liking the name Fareesha. Lol. *cough2* Harap2, Dr F tak tercekik or tersedak! :P

Tired

2009-03-19T22:36:00.002+03:00

Still a lot of pages to read!!!!! I'm tired already...Haish..Plantar surface of foot itself has many things to remember.. I feel like sleeping already.. ZzzzZZzzz...

Random Test

2009-03-16T02:01:00.003+03:00

Before I'm off to sleep, took this test from facebook. Haha, memang xde keje. Ok, tido2. Need to wake up early tomorrow. Haven't iron my lab coat.

Lovely Lady

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Minor Injury

2009-03-14T22:24:00.004+03:00

Gotten myself into hand injury this time. I must be very 'ganas' for attracting all kinds of injury like a magnet! Lol. Last time it was from futsal and now, basketball :P . I just found out that the head of fibula fracture wasn't a small matter. Peroneal nerve runs there. If it was to be affected, it might cause paralysis of dorsal part of the foot, leading to 'foot drop'. Fuh, I must like neuro so much to be able to remember that! (haha, sensing sarcasm here :P)

Dear my index finger, be good okay, i need u for the match :D

The captain & Coach + manager. After the practice. Haha, amat poyo ok! :P

Oh, the cutie at the center is our 'very fierce' but very good teacher.

Running

2009-03-14T13:22:00.004+03:00

When I 1st heard of the song 'Running' by David Archuleta, it straight remind me of the boyfie. Why? Cause it's kinda weird maybe if u knew about our history. We're once a couple, broke up, friends for 3 years, and back on again! Many asked me about it, why? How come? I simply just don't know. Fated maybe, I have no idea (too early too say such things).

How do we met for the very 1st time? It was during my schooldays back in SSP. We had educational camp at ILDAS. My school and his school (SAS) sharing bus together going there. I didn't notice him just yet. Only the last day of the camp, while waiting for the bus for our way back to school, my girlfriends were talking about him. Calling him by the name 'Paan cekam'. So, I took a look at him, at that time he was talking to a girl from another school.

2nd time that I met him, was when I'm at Perak Matriculation. He didn't register there, just that he picked his SAS friend there and brought him to Jusco Ipoh. So, I met him again at Jusco. I was with Fatin Nabila (my SSP colleague whom in Matrics also). So I said hi (well, I'm very spontaneous with it). Then, the 3rd time, we ended up at the same cinema. 'Mr & Mrs Smith' if I'm not mistaken, was shown.

The 4th time, I met him at INTEC, doing the same programme, Russian Programme! Lol. This time, he took the 1st move. SMS. Well, we were just kiddos at that time, being in the same sex school, and then out to the world where boys meet girls , a lot of shyness took place in between the process. Haha.

Well, that's the early part of our 'get to know each other'. The rest until now, most people knew about it. This song reminded me of how determine he was from the point of he 1st moves, to the point we're back on again. All the things that happened just flash back when I listened to this song :)

Running - David Archuleta

Words keep fallin'
out of my pocket.
Runnin' late, missed the train,
Everything is droppin'.
Holdin' onto my heart,
And I rush out, almost forgot it.
I must admit it, I'm tired,
But I'm comin' to you.
Don't know how far I've got,
But I don't care.

I'm not gonna stop runnin'.
'Cause without you,
I've got nothin'.
I know you're somewhere runnin'
Straight to me.
Don't stop runnin'.
Don't stop
Keep on runnin',
Don't stop.
Keep on runnin'.

Legs keep givin' out,
Breakin' down; I'm fallin'.
Head keeps tellin' me,
This can't be worth all of this.
Holdin' onto my heart,
feel the rush.
I'm ready to run forever.
I'm holdin' it together,
'Cause I'm comin' to you.
I don't know how far I've got,
But I don't care.

I'm not gonna stop runnin'.
'Cause without you,
I've got nothin'.
I know you're somewhere runnin'
Straight to me.
Don't stop runnin'.
Don't stop

I got my good shoes.
I got my winning, girl, I'm focused
And I'm 'bout to
navigate straight to you
And nothing's gonna stop me, girl
To keep me from comin'
'Cause I got to have every
part of you forever.

I'm runnin', I'm runnin'.
Keep runnin', I'm runnin'.
Keep runnin', keep runnin'.

I'm not gonna stop runnin'.
'Cause without you,
I've got nothin'.
I know you're somewhere runnin'
Straight to me.
Don't stop runnin'.

I'm not gonna stop runnin'.
'Cause without you,
I've got nothin'.
I know you're somewhere runnin'
Straight to me.
Don't stop runnin'.
Don't stop runnin'.

Pics

2009-03-09T23:32:00.007+03:00

My brain need a break from reading and translating russian words, so that i can understand Topan (topography anatomy). Plus, the lesson is conducted in russian. Luckily it is like revising anat plus a bit of surgical skills. So, here some pictures of yesterday.

As for today, Maulidur Rasul. We had a small gathering among the girls here. Pretty much exciting as well. Selawat, nasyid, short movie clips presentation and lastly, MAKAN! haha :P

Foot note : I haven't use my camera for quite sometime now. I wonder what happened? :P But I'm sure gonna make full use of it once I'm at Malaysia. Well, if I get to go back this summer. Sigh...

Woman's Day

2009-03-07T23:31:00.002+03:00

Ladies, happy woman's day! Gentlemen, the gifts please....Lol. Tomorrow, activities will be line up solely for us women. There will be nasyid, busana muslimah and also WAR (women amazing race). I'll be joining the later, with my other 4friends as team members. As for the task, we'll be ask about figures such as Fatimah Az-Zahrah, Zaynab Al-Ghazali and Nusaybah Kaab. Just did a little bit of reading about them. The last checkpoint will be the embassy. After that, Nasyid and Busana Muslimah competition will wrap up the day. Looking forward for bond strengthening and having some fun ;)

As for today, Basketball Tryout had successfully been conducted. Glad to meet new faces and new talents. Hope we'll have luck in bringing the gold medal home this year. Squeezing 4people in the backseat of a tiny car, and 1person tried to hide herself as to avoid being fined by the police traffic, sure is a memorable event. Haha.

This weekend, I dont have enough room for self-indulging lazy time. As after tomorrow, I pretty much sure that I need to revise Topan and ENT. I'm so sleepy right now. Off to sleep maybe. Nighty night people!

Brief Update

2009-03-06T12:16:00.002+03:00

Am having a little break before going to topography anatomy class. Had ENT just now. Yeay for me! For not getting Morozova. Got the guy teacher :D. Less suffering. In fact, maybe dont suffer at all. Haha
Jesse McCartney song 'I told you so' is currently keep playing on my mind.

Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Survey

2009-03-06T00:05:00.003+03:00

I got distracted easily, so looked what I've done! Plenty of survey. Lol. This is all due to Hid's latest post. Haha. Well, I find them not helping at all in defining me. But oh well, such a joy reading and doing them. So, I posted some just for fun ;)

And excuse me, I’m not really bright, cheerful and bubbly. I’m more to dark and cloudy. Haha

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

You value your friendships: 60%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Nosy Level: 70%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

Random

2009-03-03T22:37:00.002+03:00

Tomorrow is the last day of cycle. Yeay! And next cycle will be Topography Anatomy & ENT (ear, nose & throat). Still, a busy cycle, but at least, no neurology. Tired of it already. Haha. :P
Speaking of busy, I called home last weekend. Spoke to mama. She said she knew I'm a bit busy lately. N I said, yeah I am, kind of. Izzi told her so. I guess, he's been reading my blog and knew about my busy cycle last month. But instead, he told mama something like - She's busy. She's deeply, madly in love. When mama told me that, I just laughed. What the......? Lol.

And here is a song dedicated to lovebirds out there whom currently have some disagreements

Ne-Yo : Mad

Lyrics | Ne-Yo Lyrics | Mad Lyrics

Focus Pena, Focus!

2009-02-24T18:44:00.004+03:00

Ok, get back to studying fast! Since I've finished my 'Chuck Season 1 marathon', I am now left with no reason to be distracted from revising neuro.

I feel like uploading some pics. It's been awhile since the last one.

.....Just some lame pictures I have in my phone......
N now, let's see what the books have to offer..haha

Birthday

2009-02-23T11:57:00.003+03:00

Happy birthday to Farra Inezza Zahari! ( I hope I get to spell her name right!Lol). Always have trouble remembering whether it is double 'e' or double 'z'. I think it's double 'z' since my name is already double 'e' :P. Sis, congratulations, u're 9 now!

Been quite sometime since I last updated. Pretty hetic months I guess. Oh well, nothing pretty exciting to talk about on my previous weeks. The weather here is still cold. Minus 11 degree. More or less around that.

In that kind of weather, I held a basketball practice last Sunday OUTDOOR. Crazy isn't it? But while we were playing, there were few others too. Mostly the extreme sports kind of people there. Practicing their skills. Cool to see them practicing. Do u know the kind of sports where people running and climbing the buildings? Seeing the way they jump and climbing up the wall, were like a beautiful art!

Owh, I've just got my electricity back! Thanks to our late iron, which can't be used anymore. Haha. It's the 2nd time this week. Was it over usage of electricity? I don't know. I think most probably, it's the iron fault. Now that its already rest in peace, I'm looking forward to not have the blackout incident again. :D

p/s : I'm pretty much hooked with tv series Chuck. It's funny and I cant wait to see the episode where Chuck Bartowski and Sarah Walker realizing and expressing their true feelings towards each other :P

Vday

2009-02-14T17:18:00.006+03:00

Went out to sushi, since he's been longing to have sushi for a while now. Wait, didn't we just had that earlier this month? So, there's a rose, and a note, and a tiramisu. Thank u. And down there, u have to thank me. Lol

HERS & HIS

Foot note : Should have wipe all the fingerprints first! N now it looks dirty, reflect how the owners have neglect them. Lol.
No, i didn't bought the iphone, only the case. I'm not that rich! Haha.

I won't call it as celebrating. Maybe a date after a long, tiring, full of tension week of neurology! :P

Busy

2009-02-10T16:12:00.002+03:00

Neurology with LOUISA
Yeah, learning can be very2 stressful whenever u're with her. Waiting for ur turn to answer her can be really scary..Sigh.... Tension talking.

Whining

2009-02-04T14:00:00.005+03:00

Just got back from Winter Trip, but now already in my mind thinking of another. The problem is, VISA. I don't know, I hate going all these procedures, especially when U don't even know what kind of document needed to bring along. Соединенных Штатов Америки. Man, I pretty much want to go there!

Yesterday, Operation Tarakan was launched. We declared war with them! (Tarakan is a russian word. To save us from the embarrassment, I won't state the meaning of it. Haha) But anyway, most of the Russian speakers I've known, living in the same hostel. So I know, u guys are having the same problem too! LOL. We didn't manage to wash out all of them, but at least, their population is diminishing. It was very tiring, since a lot of energy had been contributed to screaming and getting rid of them.

Class starting on 9th February. My cycle will be start with killer subjects such as Neurology, Obstetric and Dermatology. The teacher would like to ask us the previous material, which pretty much accidently deleted when I was enjoying my holiday. Need to revise. Ya Allah, spare me some motivation to do this. I seemed to not be able pushing myself to read all last semester material. My learning part of the brain is becoming a bit rusty and still sleeping. LOL. Jealous, since someone has even reached the Sensory topic.

It's really cold here. I have no idea why the weather is acting weird. Just imagine, the 1st I arrived here, it was +3, 2days later, it goes down to -22. Then it's fluctuating between -14 to -19. So weird. Usually I managed to escape the coldness during winter trip. Get warm soon okie?

Miss Independent

2009-01-31T19:01:00.001+03:00

I love the lyrics and song. Go Ne-Yo! ;)

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

[Verse 1]
Ooh there's somethin about just somethin about the way she's move
And I can't figure it out
it's something about her.
Said ooh it's somethin about kinda woman that want you but don't need you
And I can't figure it out
it's somethin about her
Cuz she walk like a boss talk like a boss
Manicured nailed to set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss do what a boss
Do she got me thinkin about gettin involved
That's the kinda girl I need

[Chorus]
She got her own thing
that's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come and spend a little time
She got her own things that's why I love her
Miss Independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss Independent
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
Ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
It's somethin about her
Somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it she got it
No doubt, it's somethin about her
Cuz she work like a boss play like a boss
Car and a crib she bouta pay em both off
And the bills are paid on time yeah
She made for a boss only a boss
Anything less she tellin them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Her favorite thing to say Don't worry I got it
And everything she got best believe she bought it
She gon steal ma heart aint no doubt about it
girl ur everything I need, said ur everything I need
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]

Miss Independent
That's why I love her

Winter Trip 09

2009-01-30T20:59:00.007+03:00

Hey there people, I'm back!! How was the trip? Fabulous! But as usual, at the end of the trip, all I want is to be back home and stay on my bed all day long. Missed home so much, my Moscow home, my Moscow bed. Lol. And him also. He just got back today, while I, 2 days ago. 3 weeks journey, I'd say a lot of unexpected things happened. Meeting strangers and became instant friends. The unthinkable also took place.Did we just got lucky? I'd say yeah! In Athens, we were in a very unsafe neighborhood, well, mostly that was my fault that I drag my friend into it. A fight broke off in that alley, we both scared as there's a lot of men perhaps 15 of them beating up a man. It was pretty intense, and I've never been in that kind of situation. My friend froze. I held her hand and we went off from the scene as fast as we could.

Well, that's the only scary part ever happened. Others were pretty much awesome! I was several time thought as Korean, Japanese and Chinese. They even asked, "Excuse me, are u from Japan?" or " Are u Korean?". Haha. My friend told me my face can fit into several different races. Lol. But anyway, Caucasian see Asian all the same, same as we Asian perceive them. So no, I don't look anything like a Korean or Japanese :D.

All the way throughout the journey, we met many Malaysians. It's like almost every city we visited! And I am very spontaneous to ask, " Malaysian? " whenever I heard Malay Language was conversed. Well, it's my nature to be excited seeing another Malaysian in foreign country. Lol. And also, met Russians in every stops we had. They're everywhere! And like a reflex, I'd make some facial expression whenever I heard Russian words. I have no idea why, maybe because I understood what they're saying.

We stayed in hostel. So, we had the opportunity to mingle with people from different parts of the world. So we talked about where we are from and we do. And when we told that we are a medical students, I can see they looked at us differently. Some even said, ' so u're gonna be a doctor after u graduated? wow, a doctor. That's cool! '. Some would ask us about diseases that they have, and ask for an explanation. Some would change the way they talk. Like, 1st we converse in Malay, then after knowing we are med stud, the conversation took place in English. It somehow give me a determination to equip myself well, since it's a noble profession and people really looked up to u. So I will try not to tarnished the respect given.

Wanna see pics? Hundreds of them uploaded in Facebook. Feel free to browse! :D. I'll add some here ;)

Switzerland - Zurich, Luzern, Interlaken
Italy - Milan, Venice, Florence, Pisa, Rome
France - Paris
Greece - Athens

We wanted to go to island initially. But due to unpredictable weather, we decided not to take any risk. Maybe next time.

p/s : During our flight back to Moscow, in Air Berlin, the stewardess asked us, " Sorry to ask, but how old are u?" " Err....21.. But why did u asked? " "Oh, it's just that people under 12 can't sit near the emergency exit. It's OK, u can sit here." " U thought we were under 12? We're flattered. Haha" "Oh well, u should take it as a compliment when I thought u guys as 12" And we all just laugh. She did mention something like Caucasian does look more mature than Asian, something like that. I can't recall the exact words.
But, under 12??? Lol, I can still take it if under 18. Under 12?? Very impossible. Lol!

A note to him

2009-01-08T22:24:00.003+03:00

I'll be leaving tomorrow, and before that I'm gonna state it again.

No more hide and seek,
No more running around,
I'm here now, for u and for us.
I can't promise forever,
But I'll try, I promise to try.
I'm new to this,
Expressing in the public,
So much of believing in jinx,
See? I'm ridiculous,
Ridiculously in love perhaps?

Lol. I better stop here. The words are getting sappy and sappier if I let it run wild. I don't want to make anyone choke, especially you, YES u!

I have no idea what I wrote back in 2005, seeing u keeping it safe in ur wallet, did somehow moved me. I wanted to read it again, but the sight of that little note enough to make me flush!

My watch. I can't believe I still have it for more than 3years now. Never even get passed a year before.I always lost it. So tell me, is it because it was from u?:P

I've got to admit, I always made wrong choices, made a lot of mess, always running back and forth to u. And u're there, u're always there. I just couldn't see it before. I took things for granted. I know that now.

Thank u, for everything and for everytime I haven't said it ou loud.

Truly, gonna miss u during this whole thing.
<3 u :)

Random

2009-01-07T03:39:00.006+03:00

Despite rumours that the concert here would court controversy because of Malaysia’s strict guidelines, no problems have arisen so far.

“The whole entertainment world is aware of Malaysia’s regulations and restrictions when it comes to concerts. Rihanna’s management team has been informed of the sensitivities of holding a concert here,” said Razman Razali, managing director of show organiser Pineapple Concerts.

Just read it from The Star newspaper online. I have no idea what happened during the 1st Pussycat Dolls concert, but last year, when they came to Malaysia 2nd time for MTV Asia Awards, when interviewed, they said something like they're now wearing proper attire and abiding the rules. Lol. I laughed instantly when I saw it on tv! :P

Gaza school was clearly marked with a U.N. flag and its location had been reported to Israeli authorities.
But still, the Israeli troops fired mortars at the premises. Killing dozens and dozens of innocent civilians. Sigh...

Couple of days until the trip, anyone wants to help me packing up? Pray that I'll get home safely ;)

Kittens

2009-01-05T04:01:00.006+03:00

Called Farra(my little sis) today, and guess what, we're having kittens again! :D Two of them. Still few weeks old. I really love cats. I once had 2cats. Lost Scooby in 2006 and Lucy in 2007. Pretty sad when I got to know about that. I was here in Moscow when the cats went missing. I can still remember their birthday, 28th March 1998, on Saturday. I was so excited to go home, at the time papa picked me up at school after my extracurricular activity. The night before we knew Jasmine (their mother) gonna deliver anytime soon the next morning. Papa the one who prepared all the old blankets and put them in a box for her.

Scooby and Lucy were part of the family. Witnessing and welcoming the new member of the family, Farra, whom was born in 2000. Yeah, those two were older than her :P. They followed me whenever I had my evening walk,and even waited for mama in front of the car porch every time mama got home from work. Anyway, I'm just glad we're adopting cats again, yeay!

Few days left for our winter trip, so whenever I called home, I always get the same advises, and all I did was nodding and said yes ma, I'll be careful, yes ma, I won't do that. Lol. And the same story of people broken their legs while snowboarding popped up every time too :P. I don't blame them, it's their job to go on worrying about their kids 24/7. Haha. And it's my job to give them assurance that I'll abide everything that they've told me.

Today, I've been out again. The normal routine nowadays is, sleep at 4.30am or later, woke up at 12pm, went out by 2pm. So, rarely can see 'F&F'. And today,when I get to see him, we were asked to go back to our rooms by mama(the lady in charge of the hostel). Lol. Can't really blame her, it was nearly 3am at that time:P.

Life has been good to me, wish to have it always like this :)

Down here are pictures taken today ~

Hike Up Price

2009-01-04T04:33:00.003+03:00

Nowadays, I can say we, the students started to be more calculative in pretty much everything. Why? Cause Russia is under economy crisis, and ruble has gone as low as 30 per dollar, which in turns causing a sky high increment in price of almost everything. 1st, the metro pass. From 180 rub to 255 rub. Trust me, others will follow too, soon.

U can see it coming actually. In August 2008, when Georgia invaded South Ossetia. Medvedev responded with a strong show of force. This resulted in Moscow facing global isolation and pressure. This was made worse by the price of oil fell from a high of $147 a barrel in July to less than $40 a barrel in December, and now even neared to $30 per barrel. Take note that oil is one of the country's main export earner.

Then, it got me thinking, year by year, my spending power getting smaller and smaller because of increment of prices of goods. But this year, the increment is more than we have expected, resulting in major reduction in the spending power. Looks like allocations for savings, traveling and shopping have to reevaluate again. Saving is vital to me, so does traveling. So, sorry shopping department, ur allowance need to be cut down. Bye2 fashion, hello outdated. Lol :P

Isn't he cute? :D I love many of his songs.

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

New Year 2009

2009-01-02T03:21:00.007+03:00

The word 'Loser' came up from someone when the clock strike 12 am last night. Why? Cause everybody is celebrating new year, whereas we were sitting in front of our laptops doing stuff of our own. By 12 am, we wished each other then, continue again with whatever we were doing before. Lol. I'm not even be bothered hearing screams or people running around the hostel or the fireworks outside. I was in my friend's room at that time, a bit scary to go to my room alone at 2.30am, so I called my friend to accompany me. Previous year experience, some drunken pervert man try to mess with us. He grabbed my friend, and like a reflex I pulled my friend's arm towards me real hard, then I screamed RUN!!!!!!!, and we ran as fast as we could downstairs and get ourselves into the room. And I locked the door immediately after that. :P Lol, it's funny now whenever I think about it :D

Anyway, back to the story. To not feel so much of a 'Loser', we went ice skating at Gorky Park. Few info on Gorky Park, U know 'A wind of change' by the Scorpions? It did mentioned Gorky Park. My dad has this song in his playlist. So when I heard the song, I told my dad, hey that park is in Russia :P. And the park was 1st opened in 1928.

A lot of people there, skating. There were few skaters that caught my attention. They were seriously good at it, and they even dance to the music aired at that moment. Spectacular moves they made. Wish I can do that too ;)

Lastly, happy new year people!
May this year brings me a lot and lots of happiness, health and wealth :P
Hid, in few hours ure free from exams. Hooray!!! :D

Pics

2008-12-31T02:06:00.004+03:00

Nothing much to say, enjoy the pictures... Am waiting for the 'special' video as promised by someone :P.
To Izzi, happy birthday.
To Hidayah & Izzi, good luck on ur exam. I guess u'll be sitting for ur paper in less than an hour now? Best wishes from me ;)

Browse through my friend's blog. Can't believe I found this pic. Haha. The girl standing to my right, is so called my twin. Teachers always mistaken me as her, and her as me. Good days, good old days ;)

This one is hot, hot hot!! Fresh from the person who created it herself, KS. Thank u so much! U guys r the best! :)

Birthday Girl

2008-12-30T11:22:00.006+03:00

Thank U friends :). I thought it's just gonna be a quite one only with roomies, so yeah, it's a little bit surprising :D. U guys should at least informed me, I was wearing my worn out t-shirt and my hair was not presentable, only to find lots of people waiting at the doorstep and wishing me Happy Birthday. Lol. Thank u, thank u and thank u.

The cakes! Still have few of them in the fridge. I'll be eating solely cake today. Now I know whom to blame after the weight gain :P. Especially the banana cake. Thank u. And not just for the cake, for everything, for tolerating, for understanding. Cause I somehow a bit distorted in empathize department and might appear cold hearted. I'm working on at it, in showing more affection and emotion. Lol

Pa & Ma, thanks for calling. I thought u guys forgotten already about it. Cause I usually get my phone call at 8pm (moscow time), but today, it was 12.30am. Shocking! I heard their 'just woke up' voice over the phone. Very cute and very thoughful ;), ur princess was really excited after getting the call :D. And to the sibs, thank u for the birthday card. I haven't receive it, thanks for the info though! Haha.

To the little brother, I didn't spoke much to u on the phone today, but if I were there, I would surely pat on your back (and tap ur belly too :P), and tell u it's alright. It doesn't determine anything. Work harder and prove urselves again next time. Love u no matter what, and still proud of u bro ;).

Lastly, many thanks to everybody!!!
I'm 21 today, and the brother turning 22 tomorrow :P. To the people it may concern, still haven't got him any pressie? Why don't u learn how to bake a cake? It's a gift from the heart! Hahaha.

Girls' Day Out

2008-12-29T23:49:00.003+03:00

Shopping!!! Since winter sale has started, why not? :D
Glad that tests are over, I can finally have my girls back. Been missing them this whole month! Cause they were in a busy posting, while I had the most relaxing one.

So, here they come, pictures! Was practicing with the new lense. Still not good at it. Hence some pictures weren't that sharp. Where am I? See the bottom pic, u can see from the nose below only. Lol :P

Songs

2008-12-29T01:16:00.005+03:00

I was just wondering, if u listen to a song, and u like it, is it because the song convey what u felt at that time, or is it because u love the sound of it, or maybe it could be both. To most people i guess, must be both. I went browsing U tube again today (as usual :P), and I came across few songs that were once tearing me apart, making me feeling all emotional and sad, and few that have the motivational impact on me. Oh well, I'm kind of person who really attached to music. Feel like posting few of it :P

Still - Frankie J

I got a call late last night from a number I didn't know
It was so strange I knew who it was from the moment she said hello
And I paused for a minute
I couldn't believe it
I kept my cool so my girl just wouldn't see She said, "I'm sorry but there's something you should know"
This is what she said to me,

"I didn't let you go
No I can't let you go"
She said, "I'm having such a hard time"
Then I heard, "I didn't let you go
I just can't let you go"
And then she said, "I think I'm loosing my mind

"'Cause I still love you
This I must confess
I guess I still need you
I feel I have to tell you this again
Yes I still want you
Oh these words I did not plan
So if I've interupted anything
I promise I won't call you again"

So I told her my heart felt
The same that it did before (as it did before)
Its never changed
My feelings never went away girl (no)
My heart never closed the door (no, no it never closed the door)
Then I stopped for a minute gotta think about my lady
And what we have going on (what we have going on)
She's about to have my baby
Girl, you waited much to long

I gotta let you go
I'm haning up the phone
This conversation can't go on no more
I gotta let you go
'Cause if I don't let you go
I fear that I met let you know

'Cause I still love you
This I must confess
I guess I still need you
I feel I have to tell you this again
Yes I still want you
Oh these words I did not plan
So if I interupted anything
I promise I won't call you again

Now I'm doing just fine with my girl
Not about to let her go (can't let her go, let her go)
Just because you find me once again it doesn't mean you're coming back home (doesn't mean youre coming back home) Now its been about 2 years or so (its been about 2 years)
Since we went our separate ways (went our separate ways)
You gotta face the fact we're over with and done
'Cause I

'Cause I still love you
This I must confess, Baby
I guess I still need you
I feel I have to tell you this again, Baby
Yes I still want you
Oh these words I did not plan
So if I interupted anything
I promise I won't call you again

'Cause I still love you (cause I still l, I still love you Baby)
Yes I still need you (but I better not talk about it cuz I rather move on with my life and do what I gotta do)
Yes I still want you (im sorry Baby)
You gotta move on
So if I interupted anything
I promise I won't call you again

I promise I won't call you ever again

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

i shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let em win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Letter To Me - Brad Paisley

If I could write a letter to me
And send it back in time to myself at 17
First I'd prove it's me by saying look under your bed
There's a Skoal can and a Playboy no one else would know you hid
And then I'd say I know it's tough
When you break up after seven months
And yeah I know you really liked her and it just don't seem fair
All I can say is pain like that is fast and it's rare

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me

At the stop sign at Tomlinson and Eighth
Always stop completely don't just tap your breaks
And when you get a date with Bridgett make sure the tank is full
On second thought forget it that one turns out kinda cool
Each and every time you have a fight
Just assume you're wrong and dad is right
And you should really thank Mrs. Brinkman
She spent so much extra time
It's like she sees the diamond underneath
And she's polishin' you 'til you shine

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
Tonight's the bonfire rally
But you're staying home instead because if you fail Algebra
Mom and dad will kill you dead
Trust me you'll squeak by and get a C
And you're still around to write this letter to me

You've got so much up ahead
You'll make new friends
You should see your kids and wife
And I'd end by saying have no fear
These are nowhere near the best years of your life

I guess I'll see you in the mirror
When you're a grown man
P.S. go hug Aunt Rita every chance you can

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
I wish you'd study Spanish
I wish you'd take a typing class
I wish you wouldn't worry, let it be
I'd say have a little faith and you'll see

If I could write a letter to me
To me

Update

2008-12-28T17:43:00.003+03:00

1. Embassy held an open house for Raya Haji. Free food people!:P
2. Weekly Sechenov's futsal league
3. Izzi is down with fever. Get well soon! As he'll be sitting for exams in few days.
4. Farra has a hp now. We were text messaging each other when I was at the embassy. What can an 8 years old girl possibly been doing with a hp?
5. Mama enjoying her meals at Tony Roma's? I couldn't believe it. Since when she can eat steak? Lol.
6. PMR result will be announce on Tuesday isn't it? Hope the little brother will do well :)

I'm officially on holiday now. Until February. Yeehaaa! :D If u guys have any plans, just hit me up! ;)

Guess!

2008-12-25T12:58:00.005+03:00

Watch this MV, then u tell me where is it at :D

p/s :
1. The cinematography made the city looks so beautiful! ;)
2.And last night, I kept on watching Dima Bilan's MVs on U-tube :P. He's, I don't know...Beautiful maybe? Lol
3.There is a joke. For sure there is no 'I' in TEAM but there's a 'M' and an 'E'. I laughed hard at it! Then, somebody told me, the reason I like it is because I'm a self obsess person. Lol. But hey, that line sure thing funny ayte? :D

Outing

2008-12-23T19:13:00.005+03:00

Was bored staying at home today. So I went out and brought my camera along. But, since it's winter and very cold, I wasn't out for long. My runny, pinky nose forced me to get back home soon! :D
Christmas spirits is in the air!
Location : Red Square

Foot note ~~
1.Pa & Ma reached home last night! Farra is so excited about it, and keep on telling me that she's going to make cupcakes for them. (well, actually my aunt the one who's making and she's just helping up a little tiny bit :P)
2.All the best to Izzi & his *ehem2* for their coming exams. I somehow find it hard to believe that the exam falls on 31Dec aka 'The Mr' birthday. Haha.

Currently been listening to Jessica Simpson.

i belong to me - jessica simpson

I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me (I)
Don't belong to you (my)
Heart is my possession (i'll)
Be my own reflection
I belong to me (im)
One not half of two (and)
If you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who Im with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I belong to me (I)
Don't belong to you (my)
Heart is my possession (i'll)
Be my own reflection
I belong to me (im)
One not half of two (and)
If you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me (I)
Don't belong to you (my)
Heart is my possession (i'll)
Be my own reflection
I belong to me (im)
One not half of two (and)
If you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Moscow oh Moscow!

2008-12-21T16:00:00.008+03:00

Somebody asked me to correct my info. " I can smile!" he stated, proudly.
Hence the picture attached here..

Haven't been snapping my camera like ages! Just glad that I did today ;)

N owh, Mr Jude has now owned a canon slr. Welcome to the club Jude!
According to him, Farhan is President while he and I are the non-active member :D

Jude, ur angle nice too. I love it. Thanks! :)

Moscow oh Moscow!
Gave me a long sigh after reading about it in the newspaper

Newspaper cuttings~~

Nine people injured in small bomb blast in southern Moscow

MOSCOW, Dec 20 (KUNA) -- Nine people were injured as a result of small bomb explosion near the entrance to a bazaar located at the metro station "Prague" in the south of Moscow on Saturday.
According to Russian news agency (Interfax), Russian press service of the Ministry of Emergency Situations said the market witnessed an explosion from a small improvised bomb and that four-nine people suffered minor injuries and burns.
The bomb apparently was in a bag, placed close to a cafe near the entrance of the market, Interfax said.
The bomb was made up of 50-100 grams of TNT explosives.

And another one, skinheads attacking foreigners are well-known here. Latest crime reported was 18 dead, while other 12 were injured. Fyi, those who were injured are the unlucky ones, many suffered from neurological defects and mostly bed-ridden or wheel chaired.
See video and article for more details.

Go to h*ll u Barbarians!!

If u ever want to see, how 'politely' these skinheads treating the foreigners, go search at U-tube. They are very proud of what they did, since they can get away from the law enforcement easily. I can remember in one of the clips I watched, the boy (skinhead) mentioned Malaysia. He was listing the people in which countries that roam widely in the land of Russia currently. Shivering down my spine, when I heard that.

Outing

2008-12-20T23:29:00.007+03:00

Out from 11am to 8pm, yeah I am tired. Haven't been doing that since outing with the astronauts, I think. That one was like, way later. 1am if I'm not mistaken :P. Aahh, the good jolly old times. We had breakfast together at Korston's Hotel, where they stayed. Drank coffee and walk along the old Arbat Street, watched Da Vincci Code at the cinema, dinner at Korean's restaurant..Oh boy, so many of them! I just got lucky since my dad was in charge of the medical team, for Malaysian's astronaut selection. By that, I get to know all of them personally :). Well, technically my dad assigned it to Dr Zul. So, Dr Zul was the one who's in charge :D

I was just living here for few months, when they 1st arrived here. Dr Zul called me up to meet them, and asked me to be their tour guide. Damn, I have no idea what to do. So I dragged my whole housemate along! :P And my batch mates too :D. Too many memories if I were to sort out every piece of it. Why don't we just see some pictures, a presentation made by Sarah Shukor back in May, 2006.

**focus on minute 3:51 and 4:00..Lost that sunglasses in Vienna, Austria. Haha.

p/s : Miss Hid, thanks for uploading Izzi's pictures. His friendster page are like dead already. So does his blog. Gosh, how I missed those 2 kiddos, but surely he won't do me any favors like taking their pictures and send them over to me. OMG, did I just nagged? I am now, feel OLD. Lol

Had few pics taken today. Feel like uploading them, but kinda felt nauseated seeing so many pics of mine. So I added someone new there :D
Note : His pictures were all with serious look. All his attempts to smile leads to failure. And this one looks better, when he covered his mouth with his hand. With that, u can't really tell if he's smiling or not. Haha, was just joking :P

Friend

2008-12-19T23:31:00.005+03:00

Chao Yi and I have come to an agreement, we'll be having gym date once a week which falls on Friday. Here's a thing about us, I somehow think we r different but still, we r so much alike. When discussing just about anything, usually we both share the same point of view. And over the years, we grew so close that we both kind of develop our own private joke, which can be funny to us only. The kind that I think other people will say 'euwww' hearing it. Lol.

I can still remember my 1st impression towards her, she's loud and weird. Haha, she knew about it, told her like billion gazillion time :P. Back at INTEC, we're not in the same class. So, I don't know her that much. Then, the list of our university placement was out. I got to know she's going to Moscow too. When we came here for registration, we were placed in the same group.

We weren't close during our 1st year here. I was so wrapped up with myself. Unstable, homesick, wrecked, lost. My first 5 months here sucked, the one I would called my darker days. I never wanted to go back there ever. Everything there were bitter to me.

Towards the end of our 1st year, we began to converse more. During our 2nd year, without realizing, we became close friends. Because before this, I'm close to Diana, and Diana close to Chao yi. Never Chao Yi and I. When I finally close to Chao Yi, finally the trio develop (Chao Yi, Diana & I) :D

The things about her that I think made us a good friend.
1. She talks a lot. Trust me, there is never a time u won't find us not conversing. 90% she talks, 10%, allocated for my response :P. When u find us not talking, it is one of those moments where I told her to shut up cause I'm not in my listening mood. Lol
2. We share the same view in almost everything. Except her likings towards K-pop, J-pop and K-drama.
3. We both r open minded. I pretty much enjoy the real life story she told me. Stories of people that I never met, but a true one.
4. She the one person that let me bully her :D. For that, I let her bully me in return. Willingly.
5. She's not self-centered, she'll try her best to help if I ever needed one.
6. A glimpse look at me, she can just guess if there's something wrong.

She once wondered, what will happened after we finished our studies and were placed in different hospitals? I told her, I'm not the kind of person who do texting and still keep in touch real close. But I told her again, if we ever met in a meeting or conference, if I ever laid eyes on u, I'll sure be warm to u instantly, and we can catch up with whatever we left behind. She agreed to that, since she's also not the kind of person who made efforts to still be keeping in touch. 1 of the similarities we shared :P.

And another thing we have in common. We both r Capricorn! She's on the 3rd Jan n I'm 30 Dec, but she way way immature than me, despite the almost 1year gap :P

p/s : At the gym today, we noticed this 1 cute Russian guy. Chao Yi told me that this guy was looking at me few times. Hahaha. Maybe because I'm asian and was conversing in English. Maybe he was looking at me in a weird way. But that doesn't matter. What matter was he noticed me. Lol. :D

N owh, my roomies are already like siblings to me. I love u guys of course! Just that today I felt like talking about Chao Yi ;)

Picture time :P. Some of my close friends here :D

Bowl

2008-12-16T18:08:00.006+03:00

Today is.....BOWLING day! Haha, nothing special. Need to do something to kill the time :P. I still remember the 1st time I ever laid hands on bowling ball was at the age of 7/8. I suck at it. And I went sulking the whole game. Papa tried to cheer me up and teach me the right way to throw it. I still kept quiet and refuse to finish the frame. Papa got fed up and TANG! I got scolded. And cried instantly. Lol. Yes, I was a cry baby back then :P. I even have my own nickname for that, and I wont tell it here. Haha.

Papa keep on insisting us to play bowling. He always brought us to the bowl during our 'spending family quality time together', I gradually began to like the sport. Come to think of it, papa always introduce us to the game he likes, like tennis (got my 1st racket at 6), swimming (1st class at the age 5), ping pong (age 11), rollerblading/skating (age 8), badminton and a lot other. Oh yeah, when I was 16 maybe, we were introduced to go-karting. He always have passion for F1, so he brought his children to the track and play with us. He will be seen as playing for the sake of the kids, while the truth is, he wanted to play for himself! Lol. The same goes to all the sports he ever thought us :D.

Looking back, I'm glad that I have a lot of memories learning all those stuff from Papa. He's a great dad, he made time for us. ;) Hard to believe he's a doctor, since I always have him around. Like, when I tried to skip school, I called him n told him that I missed my bus (planned earlier), 30mins later, he sent me off to school by himself or his driver. Yes, I made attempts to skip school when my brother wasn't in the same school as I am anymore. But, as he always managed to sent me, attempts failed. Haha.

Initially, I wanted to write about things that I've done today, but it turned out to be about papa mostly. Must have been because I missed him..

To the people whom it may concern, I had a great time.

To Miss Hidayah, to whom I'm supposed to say 'I love u' then? Lol.

**sorry to only have to see my pictures. Blame the person who send me those. Coz I'm just displaying what I received :D

p/s : I watched the interview clips of Ksenia Sukhinova, and people start leaving comments. All of sudden, it turned into fights between the Russians and Americans. Gosh, that was surely funny! Lol. And, being able to understand Russian language (although not that fluent :P), these two comments surely made me burst into laughter :D

da poshiol na xoi.suka,proshmandovka ti anton.mene jalko tebe.

mene jalko tebe.ti bolnoi chelovek.idi bolnicu i lechis.stoboi tochno shto ta ne v poryadke.eto pro tebe pishu dorogoi anton.

Need a translation? Haha, I think it's not appropriate to translate it here :P

Kids

2008-12-15T14:50:00.008+03:00

Facebook is practically my homepage now.Lol. Today I went FB browsing as usual and there r updates from my cousins. They were attending our relative's wedding at Ipoh. As I look through the pictures, I saw pictures of my little sis and my cousin's daughter, Dania. She's getting cuter and cuter. I saw her for the very 1st time last summer hols. She's not fond of me, I'm a new face to her, unlike my other cousins, whom she pretty much enjoys being carry around.

I tried to hold her, and said 'Dania, hi...This is aunt.Fena', less than 5minutes later, she cried.

So today I commented on a picture of Dania, "Waaaa.......Dania.....". Coz seriously she seemed really adorable in the picture. My cousin wrote a reply, "Eleh, fena pretending to be liking kids! :P Hahaha"

Hahaha, yeah, maybe i don't enjoy kids as much as other people do. And they also seemed to not be liking me :P.So the feeling is mutual. Lol. But there's an exception, my little sis. Proof? She peed and defecated on me while I was holding her. And we were at shopping mall at that time! I still love her despite the smelly 'gifts' she left at my shirt :D

Dania Aizara ~~

p/s : My brother sms me, "Miss russia looks like Ivanka Trumps siblings.Lol"
Yeah, she's gorgeous. See it urselves Kseniya Sukhinova

SSP - High school memoirs

2008-12-14T11:48:00.005+03:00

I have no idea if I'm touched or in missing mode or whatever it is, but I kinda felt something when I chatted with some of my high school friends, the SSPians. 4 years have passed by, and I rarely keep in touch with them, directly I mean, but indirectly I still. By reading through their blogs, and browsing over their pictures on Facebook (kudos to FB!), so still managed to know, who's having a bf, or who's been losing weight and who's been getting way way prettier than they ever did in high school! (complete metamorphosis :P)

Looking back, it's like I've been really really closed to only 1 person, and now, we're not even close anymore. And seemed like been ditching each other too :P, oh well, time and places have somewhere change us and u cant expect the closeness of the friendship stay the same, when it is hard to keep each other updated with every single details. Ok pena, stop. I will start to confuse the readers if I go any longer on this! Haha.

It just that I felt I've been good to only this 1 person, n now we're not even talking, so it made me think, did I chose the wrong person to be closed with coz the friendship seemed to end when high school ends.

Oh no, crapping crapping and more craps coming up again :P. But anyway, people out there, whosoever u are, for as long as u're a SPPian, feel free to ask, if u ever need a favor. I'm still high spirited when it comes to same school background. Lol. Which reminds me, my mum n I both are actually in the same alumni :P. I'll let my daughter continue the generation chain someday, Lol :P.

Lastly, to my batch mates Comrades 0004, I sometime couldn't make the time attending the batch gatherings, it's like I missed a lot of them already. A lot of opportunity on catching up with each other wasted, but still, I managed to make up by stalking most of your facebooks and keep myself updated. So people, keep updating ur facebook page! Lol

To Atil, who's been so far away from me (Japan), I sincerely missed U. U n I always have been creating drama back then. Funny to come n think bout it. Something that I would definitely laugh whenever the thoughts came projecting on my mind. Lucky u, since u still have those messages from me, cause I cant find urs. Hahaha.

Till then, adios my fellow friends..

p/s : I lost all the links last time because of changing skins. Now I'm restoring again the links to fellow SSPians blogs :D. Taken mostly from Atil's blog.

Here some pictures I found somewhere in this laptop. 2005 gathering I guess.

And another one, please don't laugh.. Those days camwhoring sessions with cousins. And there's 1 picture with my little sis, Farra :)

And yes, I've put some weight over the years. To be exact, during my 1st year. Argghh, still can't let go the fact that I was once S.K.I.N.N.Y! :P

Mistaken

2008-12-12T15:54:00.004+03:00

I went to gym today. No specific agenda like losing weight etc, since I don't think my weight ever gonna change, if i didn't made changes in my eating habit :P. My friend asked me to join her, since it's no fun going alone. Since I'm free today, I agreed to go.

Here comes the funny part. Reaching there, the counter girl asked for our membership cards and then she gave us our locker key. So my friend got a pink colour key while I got a blue one. I took the key, then my friend said, "Eh, she thought u're a boy. That's for the guys locker room." I'm like, " Huh, really?". My friend told the lady, she's a girl. Referring to me. I smiled and said, yes I'm girl. So she could hear my voice. Lol.

And that wasn't my first time. So I guess the hair must has cause a lot of confusion. But my face, doesn't it have the sign saying I'm a girl? Haha. Anyway, I'm not frustrated nor excited about it, it's just plain funny! My friends would just laugh hearing bout it, or if they were there when it happened, they'll laugh right away.

This face also has always be mistakenly thought as an Uzbek. Happened yesterday. Wasnt the first time also. 5th time to be exact. Lol. And also chinese, well this was when I was still at INTEC. Few chinese were asking me whether maybe I'm half chinese. No i'm not, pure malay. Gadis melayu! :D.

In conclusion, HAIR, please grow faster, so that I can finally tie u up, and not be mistaken as a boy! :P

Hari Raya Aidil Adha

2008-12-08T13:06:00.007+03:00

A festive celebrated by muslims worldwide falls on today! Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to every bloggers and readers out there :). So as usual, my day starts early, took bath, wearing our usual traditional baju kurung and then, off to the embassy for Raya prayer.

Before leaving the hostel, called home, wishing the love ones in Malaysia Hari Raya. My elder brother answered the phone, 'Hello'. As I about to reply his hello, I could hear very clearly my little brother and sister were fighting over something. Ahh, I just smiled. Missed the normal scenario at home. The atmosphere was filled with the never ending fights of those two. Lol.

I talked to each and everyone there. My little sister was complaining about my little brother and as the phone passed to my little brother, he started to defense himself and put the fault on my little sister. I can't help myself but to laugh. 7 years gap,one is 15 and the other is 8, but still they fight like a bunch of toddlers!

I then, hung up the phone, grab my coat and went off to the embassy. After we were done performing our prayers, we were enjoying the dishes served and took pictures :D. I am now waiting for another eating session. Haha.

Enjoy browsing through the pictures! Well, that's the main purpose of today's entry! :P Have to admit, wasn't that good if compared to arrangement done by Wani :P

Oh my, where's my picture? Lol. Gonna get some from other cameras and will be uploading it later! :D

Ha! See, I've uploaded my pictures already..Lol..

Update ;)

2008-12-06T23:29:00.005+03:00

These days, it's kinda hard for me to start writing. I wonder why.. Maybe I have lots of other things to be taken of, so my mind not ready for a post. Cause u know, updating blog need a lot of energy and concentrating to do! Maybe this is some isolated cases for me. Cause my roomies, Wanie n Ks always have an update often. Wasn't some mind draining activity for them, I guess. Lol.

I have 2classes per week now. Relaxing? Yeah! :D. Watching several movies per day, wasn't a surprise anymore. N I went out more often, with my photo outing buddy! I need to make full used of the time before winter trip. Sharpen my skills handling DSLR in order to get great pictures later! Though, I know, it's my friends the one who gets all the benefits. I have to at least train 1 of them, so they can take good pictures of me too :P

Hey, u can browse my flicker page n drop some comments, U know, to improve my skills. Cause I really am a newbie :). I leave the link in this blog.

Should I state places I'm visiting on here? None of U a psycho stalker ayte?:P
Which reminds me, have u guys seen a movie called 'Taken'? It's about prostitution business they run in France. And the victims, are young female tourists. Totally no talking with strangers people! U might not know what harm they'll bring to u.
Cause we had once encounter this in Madrid, Spain. It was 12am, we're heading to hostel, and in the metro, this one guy trying to be friendly and insisted to send us off to the hostel. Hell yeah, freak us out. U have no idea how fast we walked to run away from this guy after we reached an interchange to the next train.
In conclusion, do not trust anyone. Don't go out late at night. Please carry some self-defense item purposes along. <- All these are note to self.

The places. Germany- Munich. Switzerland - Zurich & Interlaken. Italy - Milan, Venice, Florence, Rome, Pisa. France - Paris (Disneyland obviously :P). Greece - Athens & undecided island. It'll be 3weeks. I wonder how I'll be after touring is over. Cause last time, 9days totally wore me off. Im so freaking tired that towards the end of the trip, I've lost some mood.. But I think, it'll turn out alright. Seeing new places to me are like shopping to other girls. (Note, I dont really enjoyed shopping that much like other girls, so the excitement I have when visiting places are as the same as other girls excited bout getting new clothes etc :D )

Wow, just look at that! How can I say it's hard for me to write, when I actually has written a long post! Lol. Guess the ideas just came pouring in :P

When U have plenty of time to waste

2008-12-02T20:14:00.005+03:00

Warning. The image u might see can be pretty disturbing. If easily feel nausated, please do not enter this site. If u have a recent heart attack, or maybe unstable angina attacks, please protect ur eye sights as this image might trigger recurrent attack. Pregnant women n children may also suffer some side effects.

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Nothing happen? Well good..U have now pass the 'pretending like nothing happen' test whenever u encounter this kind of people. The 'self-obsessed' person aka in malay language 'perasan' person :D

Don't get me wrong, I got bored, n with webcam within reach, I did some snapping. Besides, I figured this blog needs some update! :P

Why should/shouldn't a female doctor date another doctor?

2008-11-27T10:13:00.003+03:00

Ha! Nice topic isn't it? Well I've recently join a group in Facebook the "10 reasons on why u should date a doctor". For fun. And as I browse through the discussions, they're really funny to read..Like this one I read today morning.(Instead of reading newspaper online like most people do, I read crappy things online :P). I never grow interest in newspaper, which is very bad people. It made me left out when people are conversing bout current issues..Lol.

So, as I read it, here some answers that I thought as interesting!

SHOULD NOT..IF ur a Radiologist & he's a Surgeon :P
SHOULD..ummmm....Think about massaging :P U could say: lumbar, paravertebral, tibial.. easy without pinpointin :P

SHOULD NOT - Damn! She's a doctor!!!
SHOULD - Damn! She's a doctor!!!

SHOULD- double up on treatment...
SHOULDN'T- the sex is soo anatomical...

Should not...She knows he touches other women undressed !!
SHOULD....She know he is good at that:P

should : no time for each other...no fights...no tension...easy life.
shouldn't : no time for each other...only tension...tuff life. :-)

shouldn't coz medicine is enough outdoor
should coz it's a funny thing to discuss love in medical term

shdnt - coz u need 2 have a life beyond medicine too
shd - coz i'm available!

So male doctors out there, should we or shouldn't we....Lol

P/s : Due to unbearable complains lodged in to me, I finally have time to change the skin.(haha, padahal customize skin je :P) Sorry, my camera has taken all the attention from me. I unintentionally forgotten bout this blog :D

Here is an event took place recently, which I haven't write in this blog. Thanks to roomy, Cik wanie, I hereby present u with the link KUMOS Community Games

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2008-11-20T00:17:00.007+03:00

Name : Fareena Zahari (Fena/Pena)

D.O.B : 30th Dec 1987

Location : Moscow, Russia

Education : SK Jln Hang Tuah 2, KL | Sekolah Seri Puteri, KL/Cyberjaya | Moscow Medical Academy, Russia |

Profession : Medical Student

Heroes : Daddy | Mommy